.......hey guys, i hope i wasn't too heavy...
i'm not so much into religion...but, looking back, i can "see" alot
blessings i used to take for granted...i'm driven by my faith, but
i do not like the churches.
,
right now.... iam very happy with life and living in "wonderment."
the thing about the type of work iam doing now, was coming
face to face-- with those living with emotional & physical
diffcutlies..........what became evident , was one heavy burden
effecting the desired outcome...themselves. the ways people live
life including "looking at oneself".... together, this act to
control the paths and the struggles along the way. they make
their "encounters" doom by denying themselves of who they
really are. to failure,simply lying /manipulating..themselves.
ok..don't laugh @ me...here he goes again! ha! i know you!, but
let me share things you can "see" for yourself...then you can get on
me!,,,ever watch that crazy show..deal or no deal??? { i can
just see utahm. and twinkles m. grabbing poor howie.....
].
anyhoo..watched it!..no matter how many x a person picked a
large amount..they reacted by saying "its Ok!" , that's all right!!!!
me> @ home....noooooooo! i
it! they are illustrating one of
the biggest fault on why people never progress or improve themselves
in life....reality is: you made the wrong choice....now you need to
recognized it...take a corrective action, and get back on track torward
finding happiness..{ in this case ( pun intended)....finding low amounts.}
ok, ladies..while this is just a game, the behaviors are excellent examples
on why...people live miserable lives....* in a way, i was so low growing up,
with my speech, that i had no choice..to stay away from raTIONIZING &
blaming....it was a matter of survival . "blaming is ineffective coping!
get rid of it including yourselves!, why?...you asking?...because in
reality, no one gives a hoot/whoohooter [ a moo~moo term,
]!!!!
nooooooo the ways things work, others must "see" the good things
you are if they are going to care about you...
. but how
can you present anything good..when you lving in pity and blaming
everyone around you...& when it accompany anger, projecting isn't
far behind..leading to delusions & finally parnoia..at this junction, one
can be dangerous to self or others..., weclome to my world!
dear c-girl, during the tough times, you & your family [my suggestion]
is not to blame your sister or her feelings, rather set limits on her
negative behaviors...those hurting her /her family...and offered
encouragments toward redirecting the choices she making..begin by
"not denying herself" the benefits of her meds. the primary idea, is
to help restore her chemical balances so she can make the best choices
for herself and those she cares about....while she dosen't chose to be
sick, she can chose to corerect the problems..."chemical" , we all are
in the same boat....& look what happens when she dosen't take her
meds?...she makes impulsive and negative choices that can hurt
her self and those around...leading back to the hospital. stressed!,
you're expecting her to do what is best for her so you can have
the "happy person " she is, around. it isn't her fault that she has a
physical condition with chemical imbalances..but it is her responsiblity
to do the things to take care of herself..and those she cared about...
that's you..psst, you're a great sister for her! hope this is helpful as
you support your sister thru her trouble times...let her know, nobody
choses to be sick, & everybody will have diffculties..she isn't alone.
ha! one thingy guys!........i get so
of seeing how hollywood always
protraying mental facilites....what a bunch of garbage, fyi. wanta know
a secret....our major challenenge is pushing our clients out the door...
many would never go if we let them...there are good reasons for this..one
is that the world in general don't have nice people like yourselves. you
are more special then you realized..cos you cared enough..to show
kindness to others...look at pumba girl, you know how many families
abandoned their loved ones?
well, if nothing else, iam sure leaving alot of piles in moo~moo
pasture? pssst, are you all still going this sept.? * we slated this
christmas...then we're doing the panama cruise in august 08....
guys..listened to nabby g....she done cruise..so can you & you
should be...
,
, can't have everything liking you!! 
or any of my children...i will take a 
on the lockdown thing. Be sure to report back in AND stay away from those donuts!!! Maybe they are already no longer a temptation.
) 
Minne - I want to do the Segway tour too - I'm trying to figure out if it would be do-able in Jan??!! 
He's gone to the doctor, he's still in pain, but he's not following the doctors advice!! 
