
, so sorry for your loss , backie,

..no body
loves you like your mother. [ i can't believe it's been 20 +
years for me. heck i 've been an orphan longer than not.] however,
it makes me smile, everytime our daughter acts out her grandmother's
genes. you can't imagine how much i wanted my parents to seen
her. but she didn't come along until 10 years after we decided "no more."
she was around 3 when i first noticed her acting like my mother.
got a feeling when you least expect her, she 'll remind you, she still
around.
did everyone read my lecture,

....hope you all see this dangers
in this. can you imagine a programmer adding his feelings to kill those
he may not like? scary~huh?
way go nabby!

, gosh, i remember forgetting my wife's birthday,
..that she was planning all year,
moo?!

decorations. hey, have u been watching the spartans?
..don't look now, but they are sitting in the cart bird seat. [ they knew
what they were doing, hiring the coach-mark d. from osu. noticed ? . osu
is the best team , [still] in the country. except in the running back
department. ha~ where's the spartans' running back from? columbus,
o-h-i-o,
if they go undefeated, they would deserved a shot @ the national
championship. boise & tcu are good teams...but it nothing compares
liked playing in the big ten or the sec , or the pac 10!
as you all might remember the local family we adopted? [ the one with
5 kids}. wonder had we got involved , was something that happened
@ wdw waking up tinker bell. we didn't even know exactly
what this was about..so i made up this story, & told jordan if
she caught her -she gives a wish to get free again. and i even got
her a lil' aquarium net so she could try. well that got me into trouble
with my wife. we were @ crt, & i notice jordan was tearful &
my wife giving me her "anger eyes." why? she upset over your story
about tinker bell & not catching her. later we ran into the fairygod~
mother inside the castle & she asked jordan why ? she told her,
she wanted to make sure every girl & boy would have a christmas
present. [ we didn't know until then that was her wish..because
she wouldn't tell us]. the fairygod mother was touched by jordan's
wish. she gave filled her net full of pxie dust.[ she still has]. and
she told stories about one lil' girl who saw her a long time ago &
now working as a disney princess. it was so neat hearing how she was
explaining all this to jordan.
so a few years later, when my hunting buddy's sister asked if there
were any way we could help this family of 5 kids, jordan's wish gave us
the motivation. but not in a million years did i think we were the
ones that would be blessed. that first time, 3 years ago..those kids were
so excited and happy...gave us the best christmas ever.
as you may recall, 2009 wasn't my best year,

, but what
to do? go to disney world. & when i mentioned the basics to tinker
bell she placed that lil' fishing net on her big toe. now that one's
our classic but unless you knew the story.....
i know some of our favorite home pictures came after visiting wdw.
none were "posed", they came from the effect our trips had on
jordan's imagination. that's my favorite thing about going to disney.
now you all know we're going down this christmas. doesn't mean
we will be forgetting our adopted family. in reality, we are way
ahead for this year. but my favorite gift isn't a big thing. rather
hearing what the oldest girl told me..last year. they have no pictures
of themselves. that is about to changed. and i also took some extra
pictures of the characters, getting the kids' disney favorites.
why shared this? backie, i don't think no body inspires you more
than your mother. i know it "hurts" but if you think about it, that's
the way it should be. as time passes, i think you will be reminded that
while she gone, she won't be forgotten ..especially in your heart.
sorta like this....

[ everything i do..has my mom's hands in it]
also , don't be fooled, just because i know a lil' about life dynamics,does
mean i am different than any body, else. in reality, my wife says "i",
excels @ being a lil'stinker. and you can easily see, some of my best
"works", come from listening to children..this time from my daughter.
maybe there's a lesson in there, somewhere under the rainbow?
need poof? just ask those neighbors out in the country & why they're
already selling ,

. ..i need balance!..where wheat thins these
days? misbehavin' i am sure