
Good morning, everyone. Today I'm celebrating yesterday's 6

day! I took good care of myself on Wednesday!
Stats updated for the month of June:
1. I've read my devotions 20 out of 22 days.
2. I've taken my vitamins 18 out of 22 days.
3. I've had 6-8 glasses of water 15 out of 22 days.
4. I've exercised 11 out of 22 days.
5. I've eaten in a healthy way 10 out of 22 days.
6. I've faced the scale on 18 out of 22 days.
Here's the plan for Thursday:
1. Devotions:

Never be afraid to ask God (in a grand way) for what we think we need. The answer might be "no," but it never hurts to ask!
2. Vitamins: later
3. Water: 64 oz.
4. Exercise: 2 miles and Mickey's stroll
5. Food: Breakfast will be out this morning with DD. Something simple (like raisin bran) so I can stay on plan, 6 pts. tops. Lunch will be a tuna sandwich at 6. Afternoon snack will be an apple with cheese (4). Dinner will be a McDonald's salad at 10. A.M. snack will be a glass of skim milk. Maybe some celery with cream cheese. (3). Total for day: 29/24 T, 2 AP, 3 F.
6. Scale:

179 this a.m.
The ole body's getting ready for the TOM ride. Even with my headaches, I'm hoping to

on through.
Today's a day packed with work and fun. DD and I will have a "breakfast meeting" and then head down to the studio early to work on the musical. At 11:30 I have an appointment with a new prospective adult student--a wonderful gentleman from our church. At 12:30 I begin my teaching afternoon and will finish around 7:30-8:00. I have a break in there near dinner, so I'll be able to run out and get my salad. My housework is falling all behind, but that's the way it's got to be right now. It's either fold laundry or take a walk this morning and you know what's gonna win, don't you? Taking care of ME!

I do have to say, though, DD and DH have been pulling their weight (except for the folding! And I do appreciate it).
I've made some serious decisions re:work and the career path I'm going to continue to take, and I've decided that 2005-2006 is going to be a transition year. I'm going to "give" my early childhood studio music program to one of our other teacher's on staff by Fall of 2006, and I'm going to focus on keyboard/piano education and marketing. I feel like I was brought to my knees this past spring with headaches, fatigue, stress--after years of trying to do it all and be it all--and it's time for me to carve out a more manageable lifestyle for myself, particularly as I approach mid-life (ahem). DH is totally in support of this, and we both believe that the teacher we've chosen (and who is excited about all this) will bring a creative energy to the project. I, in turn, feel like I'm embarking on a new professional journey and have room to grow. I have an orchid that was given to me by a student--an incredibly beautiful flower. It's just occured to me that that flower has been dormant for the last few months--just a bare stick in a pot. The last month or so it's begun to grow and now has buds on it; that's how I feel now. . .like there is growth and beauty ahead.
Oh man, I'm waxing poetic on a flower and I haven't even finished my coffee yet?

Someone tell me to lighten up!

Still, I feel like I'm in a good place. . .like there's some green little shoot coming up through the ashes of my burn-out. Uh-oh, there I go again. . .
Time to walk the dog and get into the day. I'll try to get around and visit a few journals. . .

to all,
Erin
Edit #1 3:50 p.m.: OK, I'm beginning to feel a little tired here, so I'm going to take a minute and refocus my healthy living goals for this very full day. I forgot my vitamins at home, so I'll have to take them tonight. My walk (which was 30 minutes) was a slow 1.25 mile with my boy Mickey. While it wasn't a fast clip, it was out in the sunshine and it was exercise, so I'll count that for my smilie. I've had about half my water; I'll drink another 32 oz. before I complete my day. The food has been a little iffy, but I haven't lost control. I had 2 blueberry pancakes for breakfast w/some decaf while out with DD. While it wasn't raisin bran, I don't feel like it was unreasonable for a restaurant breakfast. Lunch was 2 mini soft pretzels from the pretzel place next door. Definitely not a healthy choice, but it was only 6 points. I'm leaving to get my salad for dinner, and I'll have some jello w/lite topping when I get home around 8. I'm not sure of the points for the pancakes, but I'm still feeling "on plan" and as long as I stick with my plan for the rest of the day, I'll give myself my food smilie. If I eat candy and binge, though. . .
DD and I got the first chunk of the musical's choreography knocked out today. Hopefully we'll get some more done tomorrow. We're headed to the beach for a "day off," but it's awfully fun to do, so maybe we'll get some time in the a.m. before we hit the road?
Off to McDonalds--
E.
Edit--the last: Oh boy, am I pooped. Carbs are calling my name and I'm wanting to

listen, but I'm going to try to be strong. Will I be happy tomorrow morning when I get on the scale if I have a latenight carbfest tonight? No. Will I get closer to my size 10 capri pants if I eat a humungo bowl of cereal? No. Will I get the satisfaction of my 6

day if I eat off plan? No. Will I feel weak and sorry for myself if I give in? Yes. Will I want to continue to eat until I fall asleep? Yes. So, eating when I'm not hungry will not do anything good for me.
SO: I'm going to go take the vitamins I forgot to take this morning, put on my pajamas, and curl up with my puppy-boy.
Score for tonight: Erin=1, Carbs=0
