June 18, 2004 (Friday) Day 202 on the Beach
I had a thought. A scary thought. I'm thinking of giving up my scale for one month. I think I'm just too focused on what the scale says. I seem to have a better day when the scale is down and when it stays the same or pops up a pound or two then I'm a little down. When I was working out one day this week when the scale was up a pound, I felt a little depressed and had thoughts in my head that I'd always be fat. Of course, I had just weighed myself and was up a pound. I found that I didn't work out the way I know I could. I tried to ignore that Negative Nelly thoughts but she was insistent that I wasn't going to be able to reach goal and that bothered me.
So I'm thinking about giving up the scale after the Independence Challenge is over for a month just to see if I can do it. Like I said, scary but I am thinking about it. But the flip side is when the scale reports a loss, I feel like a super woman and that nothing is impossible for me. I've got a lot to think about before the challenge is over!
Menu:
B: 2 scrambled eggs with a slice of low fat cheese, 2 small sausage patties and 1/2 bowl of whole wheat cereal with 1% milk
S: Dannon light and fit peach yogurt (4 oz.)
L: tuna salad and 9 whole wheat crackers with an orange
S: 8 whole almonds
D: crustless pizza (mozzeralla cheese, lean ground beef, turkey pepperoni, green peppers, onions and mushrooms) and a n/s/a fudgesicle for dessert
Exercise and Water Gauge:
This morning I did FIRM super body sculpt (upper and lower body) with Stephanie Corley. I feel great like I usually do after a FIRM work out. Water level was a 5.5. Pretty good!
That's a wrap for Friday!