With curly hair it gets so knotted at the bootom and breaks so easy and it takes 6 inches to grow when wet and straight to actually gain an inch in look when it is dry and curly.
Had a Dis meet yesterday at The Mall of America and it was fun. We did a scavenger hunt (had to find 20 things and take a pic of it with both people in the party as well.) I had prizes to give away and I think a few of us will be doing a monthly dinner.
They had a Halloween night with costumes in the amusement park and I have to upload the pics to show you 2! Will not dissapoint at all!
Kelly - Do you guys do weights in the water and how often are your classes?
Guess what?
Jodi called me yesterday and she is joining the Y!


She had paid $20 to swim at a local hotel and wanted me to do that. I usually cave to anything but I said no. I have a Y membership I was wasting money at already and I know that her and I can never accomplish what we can with the motivation of others (helllooo....if I could how would I get this weight at all?) so I said no.
She said she had no money for the Y/it was too early in the morning, she lived out of town blah blah blah.
I said I get it but I need the Y for me and I am doing this for me. Not for friendship and bonding. This is for loosing weight and finding the me inside of this body. I did not feed into her concerns because like we all know and I am the master of - concerns are just excuses when you are not ready to make the switch for yourself. If it is something she wants she will. If not she wont and it is not mine to own.
My reality is that I need to stop building my life on starting tom and fooling myself I can do this without hard core changes and one is excersize for me. I need the Y. When I excersize I do not get tempted by the crud food as much. This was the first time I stood up for what I need and not making someone else feel good.
So she is now joining for a month. I hope she sticks with it for herself. I am doing this for me and I really can't wait to get in the water.
Yesterday Dan asked if it was okay he came and I said great. He then said well I might not be able to come a lot and I didn't want you to get used to me comming and then not go cause I wasn't there.
I looked at him like he had a 3rd eye. I said I was not going because of him I was going because of me. If he can make it great if he can't that is not going to affect me besides a carpool. I am losing this for me and choosing this for me. He is in charge of his weight loss or not.
I think he was in shock as well. It came accross as uncaring and IDGAS but ya know what, that is how I feel. All these times I have wanted a partner to work out with/ diet with , go to WW with etc. While that is nice, it also makes it easy to back out of that commitment when they do or you can make bad choices together and throw the momentum in the drink. So IDGAS if you are here or travelling cause I am going and if you can come great but this is Dawn doing something for Dawn. Not kids, not Dan not parents not friends. Just me and it feels really good to be selfish. I might just get used to this!
I think this might be the first time I have actually posted a string of excersize related/actual diet related on a WISH thread posts!