In Search of My Body - Not the One I Ate, VOL 7! Princesses? Nope, just us Goddesses!

Lots and lots to say...

Paula--THANK you. Thanks for trusting us enough to say all of that and get it out. You have been really going through some major changes, inside and out, so it only makes sense that there are big emotional components. And NO, I didn't just skip to the end! I never skip you! :goodvibes

Lisa--MIL fared fine on the trip. She enjoyed her time with her sister, but also said that one week was enough. More than being with her sis, though, she was in heaven being away from FIL. Long story there, saved for a rainy day.

As for what Jeff likes about Taiwan--um, really, nothing. He loathes it. The congestion, the utter filth, the lack of good food (he has had some good meals, but only when having VIP meetings out at some special place), the HEAT and HUMIDITY are oppressive. Like 120* and 95% humidity. Just awful. Can't get bottled water and can't drink the tap water, so that is always a challenge. And I think that is really the issue--absolutely EVERYTHING is a challenge. No one speaks English, it isn't very Westernized. Since he is there on business, for example, he needs a receipt for everything that he purchases so he can expense it and get reimbursed. Well, things like "receipts" aren't common over there (they are for big things like hotels, but not for just a regular meal or whatever), and trying to communicate that he needs a receipt is a huge ordeal. And he has hundreds of things like that each day. So it is basically exhausting. He tries to go for a run each morning, when it is still cool (like only 90) and even that is frustrating as running for exercise is not common in that culture. So he gets stared at and pointed at. Or people think he is running FROM something, so they start running, too. He does TRs once in a while, just for me, so if you want, I can post them here. Or maybe I should e-mail them to you so not to clog up the thread with them. Talk about Off Topic! :lmao:

Nancy--stick with it! You know that your body is in shock and just holding on to water and weight right now. It just means you'll have a bigger/better week next time.

As for me--we do round one of trick-or-treating tonight. The shops all stay open and the kids trick-or-treat through the village at all of the stores. It is SUPER fun. And our downtown is VERY quint. Maine. The stuff of postcards. Really a village, with a village green complete with monument, and shops all around the green. So we'll do downtown tonight and regular trick-or-treating tomorrow night. Tomorrow is crazy...three soccer games, a Halloween party at Karen's, and THEN trick-or-treating. Yikes!

Candy--we give out full size Snickers, KitKats, and Twix. Damn right. Full size. Word.

I had a great run yesterday and I am tracking! Yes, you read that right! I have been tracking and doing well. Just call me James! :rotfl2::lmao:
 
I CANNOT believe the vegetarian health nut, preservative free, gives out full sized candy bars!!!! I'd have pegged you for a apple house, hahahahaha. Well, you do like your chocolate... And full sized!!! Lucky kids. (Or parents who insist on their cut of the goods.)

Lisa - we don't have your smarties at all, that I know of.

Our Smarties.


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Your Smarties.

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In America - we call candy coated disks M&M's. lol.

Ok, you all can go back to your diet talk. I like talking candy.
 

Ok, you all can go back to your diet talk. I like talking candy.


Bring on the Reese's PB cups is all I can say. My mom actually bought a bag that had them in it to give out on Halloween. Good thing I won't be home for this or I would eat them all. I had to leave the kitchen so she could hide the bag otherwise, they would be gone by now. No self control when it comes to that stuff. None.
 

I CANNOT believe the vegetarian health nut, preservative free, gives out full sized candy bars!!!! I'd have pegged you for a apple house, hahahahaha. Well, you do like your chocolate... And full sized!!! Lucky kids. (Or parents who insist on their cut of the goods.)

Ok, you all can go back to your diet talk. I like talking candy.

OMG, the HORROR! I would NEVER be the apple house! :scared1: And we give out full-sized bars because if we get 10 kids, that's a huge year.
 
I do care. I was thinking about you all those days. Maybe it's just me but you never ramble so I don't think the not eveyone is interested in every little detail is false in your case. We save that for those who remble excessively. :laughing:. And I wouldn't know anyone who does that. :surfweb:

I couldn't agree more. I read every word, Paula. Every. Word.


Quick drive-by... I will hopefully have more time to read/post soon. But wanted to share one thing -- I got my raise today! About 5.5%. :)
 

Lisa - we don't have your smarties at all, that I know of.

Our Smarties.


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Your Smarties.

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In America - we call candy coated disks M&M's. lol.

Ok, you all can go back to your diet talk. I like talking candy.

Over here we have Smarties AND M&Ms - two different sweets! :lovestruc

Bring on the Reese's PB cups is all I can say.

When I go to Florida in November I think I might stock up on Reese's goodies :cool2:

OMG, the HORROR! I would NEVER be the apple house! :scared1: And we give out full-sized bars because if we get 10 kids, that's a huge year.

I give out full sized bars too, because we don't get many trick or treaters either (although Halloween is getting much more popular over here! :cool1:)

KAT - Excellent news on the raise!
 
I couldn't agree more. I read every word, Paula. Every. Word.


Quick drive-by... I will hopefully have more time to read/post soon. But wanted to share one thing -- I got my raise today! About 5.5%. :)

Kat - Whoo Hoo on the raise!!!! That is awesome news. And thanks... :goodvibes

When I go to Florida in November I think I might stock up on Reese's goodies :cool2:

I would suggest an entire suitcase for them, but this is a weight loss thread and that would not really be helping the cause...:rotfl:
 
I would suggest an entire suitcase for them, but this is a weight loss thread and that would not really be helping the cause...:rotfl:

:lmao: Good point! Maybe I should just buy a few goodies then - DH and the instructor at the gym would not be happy if I undid the gym work with 4 days in Florida! :rotfl2:
 
Candy - Our family is 100% Yorkie "It's not For Girls."

Kelly and Lisa - you would for sure know these.

Dan loves the Mint Aero - and there was an amazingcandy in the England shop last March we got that was fabulous. Need to remember to get it next year.

Our friends from Ireland have made us chocolate snobs!

Carsyn went with me to the Y for H20 aerobics and we had a great time!

Busy weekend here as well. Dan comes home tonight and I am glad!

Hope you all have a fantastic weekend and I will try and post as I can.
 
Morning my lovelies!

Sorry I'm lagging still. But reading! Promise!

The snow here has FINALLY stopped today, and although I got out of school for it, all I got from work was a delayed start yesterday. :headache:

The highway that goes to where I live was closed down yesterday to the Nebraska border, so I got to take side roads home. Yuck. Hate the snow! lol

Today we're doing a potluck at work and I have saved all my weekly allowance WW points for today. They ordered fried chicken, but I'm not much of a fan so I'll likely just snack on everything else.

We dressed up at work today too, I threw together a costume and made myself a gypsie. Nothing fantastic, but at least I feel like I participated :)

I made some mini cakes last night for the potluck today, but I was pretty pressed for time so they didn't turn out quite as well as I would have hoped. Oh well. People are just going to scarf them down anyway!

Hope everyone is having a fabulous day!
 
Candy - Our family is 100% Yorkie "It's not For Girls."

Kelly and Lisa - you would for sure know these.

Dan loves the Mint Aero - and there was an amazingcandy in the England shop last March we got that was fabulous. Need to remember to get it next year.

Oh Yorkie Bars! The only way to eat a Yorkie is with a cup of tea!
Dan has good taste in chocolate - Mint Aero is great!

Now im hungry....Tin o' Sin, get away from me you evil thing! :eek:
 
Kelly - Beyond red. :lmao:

Lots and lots to say...
Crap. I'm off the paragraph. MIL thought one week was enough? I so want a long vacation

Lisa--MIL fared fine on the trip. She enjoyed her time with her sister, but also said that one week was enough. More than being with her sis, though, she was in heaven being away from FIL. Long story there, saved for a rainy day.

As for what Jeff likes about Taiwan--um, really, nothing. He loathes it. I"m so sorry. That's really difficult The congestion I know that the pollution is beyond anything. , the utter filth, the lack of good food (he has had some good meals, but only when having VIP meetings out at some special place), the HEAT and HUMIDITY are oppressive. Like 120* and 95% humidity. Just awful. Can't get bottled water and can't drink the tap water, so that is always a challenge. And I think that is really the issue--absolutely EVERYTHING is a challenge. I remember the feeling in Japan. But my city was westernized - unfortunately in many ways. No one speaks English, it isn't very Westernized. Since he is there on business, for example, he needs a receipt for everything that he purchases so he can expense it and get reimbursed. Well, things like "receipts" aren't common over there (they are for big things like hotels, but not for just a regular meal or whatever), and trying to communicate that he needs a receipt is a huge ordeal. And he has hundreds of things like that each day. So it is basically exhausting. He tries to go for a run each morning, when it is still cool (like only 90) and even that is frustrating as running for exercise is not common in that culture. So he gets stared at and pointed at. Or people think he is running FROM something, so they start running, too. He does TRs once in a while, just for me, so if you want, I can post them here. Or maybe I should e-mail them to you so not to clog up the thread with them. Talk about Off Topic! :lmao:I would love to read them. Love to. I have friends in Taipei. Is he in Taipei. She is a Phys Ed teacher. Maybe he would like some English company. She is from Quebec (but English) and her partner is South African.

I CANNOT believe the vegetarian health nut, preservative free, gives out full sized candy bars!!!! I'd have pegged you for a apple house, hahahahaha. Well, you do like your chocolate... And full sized!!! Lucky kids. (Or parents who insist on their cut of the goods.)

Lisa - we don't have your smarties at all, that I know of.

Our Smarties.


images

images


Your Smarties.

images


images


In America - we call candy coated disks M&M's. lol.

Ok, you all can go back to your diet talk. I like talking candy.

thanks Lyz. I was so confused. I do buy chocolate in the States - and I thought I've never seen smarties. So to get the pictures. I copy the properties and put IMG. I copy properties by hand. I must be missing something. I do know how to copy. I swear. :lmao:

Bring on the Reese's PB cups is all I can say. My mom actually bought a bag that had them in it to give out on Halloween. Good thing I won't be home for this or I would eat them all. I had to leave the kitchen so she could hide the bag otherwise, they would be gone by now. No self control when it comes to that stuff. None.

Did you say bring on the Reese's PB cups? Did she? :lovestruc

So funny - cutie and Kelly - after I told you about the PB M&Ms. Hoda on the Today show says "OM G have you tried those PB M&Ms!!!!!" It's spreading. So that means they are in the States. I've only seen them here in bulk.

Candy - Our family is 100% Yorkie "It's not For Girls."

Kelly and Lisa - you would for sure know these.

Dan loves the Mint Aero - and there was an amazingcandy in the England shop last March we got that was fabulous. Need to remember to get it next year.

Our friends from Ireland have made us chocolate snobs!

Carsyn went with me to the Y for H20 aerobics and we had a great time!

Busy weekend here as well. Dan comes home tonight and I am glad!

Hope you all have a fantastic weekend and I will try and post as I can.

Even though it's Nestle Dawn - I don't know it. Hmmmm.
 
This is what we've:lovestruc healed!

I don't think you all knew how HUGE that question about my weight was. It was HUGE for me.

I've always been heavier on scale than the average banana and a big girl. And I learned very very very early that my normal weight would never be looked at as "normal" no matter how I looked.

Grade two - normal weight - huge bones. Was called fat. I was not fat.

Then I became fat. Abuse made it a goody for many reasons. My control. Probably my attempt at making myself disappear.

Grade seven/eight - lost tons of weight. I can't even look at the pictures. Why? Because to me they look GROSS now. LIke bones bigger than the body. But guess what? People STILL called me fat. Stupid boys mainly. :lmao:

Gained weight again - so you see my mentally by 14? I can never win this. Can never. My lowest still reads fat. My bones still read fat. I can't lose bones.

And I let it go. And looking back I was hardly fat in HS. But was of course big. No male attention. Good thing. I would have let anyone abuse me. I would have. So good thing.

University - started - looked good. Had to get a physical. Now remember how the picture looks at 215. I was no more than 190 - probably less. Doctor handed me the physical to mail in. I looked down and he had written "morbidly obese" for me. Morbidly obese. So no I can't - why bother.

Gained loads coming out - stopped smoking and was on the pill for cramps. Loads. Loads. Very very quickly. And quite frankly I didn't give a sh!t. I wanted not to be seen and to disappear.

And as I started to heal - I knew I needed to be seen. But so uncomfortable. I hear you Paula.

So losing this weight I've had no sense of loving it. Why? My goal. I knew my goal would be high. It wasn't on a WW chart. Wasn't on a doctor's chart. Was obese on the BMI. And I was merely losing weight with no excitement no sense of accomplishment. And that's SO WRONG.

You all looking at my pictures and letting your thoughts be known. I'm bawling. Some of you struggled to say. You would have never have struggled had you known that you simply healed a LIFETIME of bullsh!t. And quite frankly - some pain.

So intuitively I've always heard 188 in my head. That's 27 from the picture and 36 (EDIT: simple math has suddenly escaped me) from now. However, if my 42 year old face starts to look like **** :lmao:- I like fat in faces - vanity will stop me sooner.

188 will never be found for 5' 10" anywhere - and I'm not quite 5' 10" -and will read overweight. But guess what you've allowed me to let that go.

I love you all. Thank you.

Cutie - I will try not to edit. :rotfl:
 
Paula - I care about every little detail. BTW, how is your family doing, the one with the cancer that keeps coming at them? I think about them all the time.

Lyz - E - jealous that you two talked. So jealous.

Kelly, Lisa, will do job report asap. Ok? BUG me if I don't.

Kat - Raise! YES!!! Fist pump!!!!

Nancy - go you and your biking! What did you make at work today?

Aimee - hmmm dating update?

Blog - will send address. Go read it today. OMG. Bad mothering day today. Didn't get a d$mn thing right. Awful. Hate those days.

What does Em think of it? Well, who knows? God, I hope I'm doing the right things - I try - but it's so hard. Guilt.

Dawn, Cathie, totally blanked out. I'll go back and read your post again!
 
Cutie - I will try not to edit. :rotfl:

Lisa - :hug: I read all of your post ( I did not quote the whole post in case you did decide to edit!) I hope you don't edit the post though Lisa.
Im sorry that dumb a$$ boys made you feel so bad at such a young age. At school I got called scrawny until I hit 16, then it changed to fat a$$ when I gained weight (3 stones if anyones interested - 42lbs)

I think both you and Paula (and everyone else on the thread) are so brave for sharing your feelings and stories, I love that everyone feels comfortable enough to do it.

Enough of my babbling - Lisa, embrace your inner goddess (I know shes there, I saw her in the photo of you in the fantastic red jacket!) I think you're great!
 
I would suggest an entire suitcase for them, but this is a weight loss thread and that would not really be helping the cause...:rotfl:
You are such a giver! :lmao:
I made some mini cakes last night for the potluck today, but I was pretty pressed for time so they didn't turn out quite as well as I would have hoped. Oh well. People are just going to scarf them down anyway!

Hope everyone is having a fabulous day!
They will love them!
Even though it's Nestle Dawn - I don't know it. Hmmmm.

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Liz - I have no clue what you are doing for work so please share if you want!
 





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