R u ok? It must have been a very bad thing that made you come to this decision. I'm sorry that you adn she are going through t. I hope for all of you that you find strength. The first step is admitting you have a problem, the second step is forgiving yourself I believe, the next is making amends. I'm not expert but agian i believe thats how it goes. I'm sorry. I pray that you get strenth adn hope. Blessed be. . .