Great Dream Last Night

[chell]

Last night, okay so actually very early this morning, when I went to bed as I said my prayers I asked God to let Junior come to me because I really needed some answers. I told God the specific things I needed answers to and I do believe most all of them were answered in my dream last night.

So I don't know if they really can visit you in your dreams or if it was something my mind came up with but I do have a sense of peace this morning from my dream. The reason I believe dreams are more than stuff just stuck in your mind is because there have been many and I do mean many occasions where I have had a dream about something before it happened.

On to the dream now. I was in bed laying on my side and Junior was laying in front of me. He put is finger to my nose and said "I love you". Then I asked him if he knew that I loved him too and he said yes. I also asked him if he knew I was trying to help him and didn't mean to push him away but I can't really remember him answering that. I am pretty sure he understood because after that we just spent some time together enjoying being together. It was a peaceful feeling.

This morning I did wake up with a smile on my face for the first time in a very long time. By no means is this the end of my nightmare and the journey I worked so hard to never have to take. At least now I have a little peace about it and I really do feel like he knows that I love him and tried to do what was best for him.

Now only time will tell if I keep this feeling and if I will loose my mind through all of this.

Thanks to all of you who have supported me through all of this and who have been here for me. I appreciate you being here for me and helping me through this. If I didn't have so much support and love right now I really do think I could easily end up loosing my mind and living in a padded room for a while. Again, thanks!

 

[luvwinnie]

I am so glad the "dream" brought you some peace. I am someone who believe TOTALLY that our loved ones who have passed CAN be with us in dreams. I've had some amazing experiences.

 

[chell]

Thank you for your kind words and understanding.

 

[mark&sue]

Michelle

I hope this is the beginning of your long journey towards finding some peace.

I am so pleased that you had this dream and that you will start feeling better. It will still take a very long time but you will feel better as time goes on. Some days will be worse than others but you will get there.

We are all thinking of you.


Susan

 

[chell]

Thanks Susan!