sunsprinkle24
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My maternal grandmother died when I was about 3 years old. I don't remember her at all, but she babysat me and Mom says sometimes at night I would cry for her and they would have to take me back to her house so she could rock me and calm me down. It bothers me that I have no memory of her.
I dreamed about her a few weeks ago. First dream I have ever had about her. I was standing at this table, and she came over to me, (wearing this faded housedress that I have seen her wear in a picture Mom has of her) and she was just smiling at me, this gentle loving smile. I could feel this intense emotion coming from her....best way I can describe it was peaceful, loving. She did not say anything to me and I didnt say anything to her. Finally she turned and walked up the stairs, and I woke up. I still felt this overwhelming sense of love that was coming from her. I told my mother about it, she thinks it was just a dream, and maybe thats all it was. I would like to think somehow she visited me....
I used to have no emotion when I thought about her. She was just some relative. I know that is going to sound bad, I mean, I love her because she is my grandmother, but having no memory of her, there was no connection, if that makes sense? I can't explain. But since that dream (?) I feel like, she must have loved me alot and I feel closer to her somehow.
I dreamed about her a few weeks ago. First dream I have ever had about her. I was standing at this table, and she came over to me, (wearing this faded housedress that I have seen her wear in a picture Mom has of her) and she was just smiling at me, this gentle loving smile. I could feel this intense emotion coming from her....best way I can describe it was peaceful, loving. She did not say anything to me and I didnt say anything to her. Finally she turned and walked up the stairs, and I woke up. I still felt this overwhelming sense of love that was coming from her. I told my mother about it, she thinks it was just a dream, and maybe thats all it was. I would like to think somehow she visited me....
I used to have no emotion when I thought about her. She was just some relative. I know that is going to sound bad, I mean, I love her because she is my grandmother, but having no memory of her, there was no connection, if that makes sense? I can't explain. But since that dream (?) I feel like, she must have loved me alot and I feel closer to her somehow.