Oh Please do tell! It has to be juicy if you can't even post it on the boards!
I love this! Do you or your friends happen to know where this cage is that they are holding all the perfect men? I may need to take a trip there.
But seriously, thank you SOOOOO much for your kind words. Deep down I know that I'm being irrational and that someone that I love is out there and will love me back, unconditionally. But those undeserving, I'm not worthy feelings still sneak in no matter how much I tell them to shut up. As far as this specific guy goes, I'm not sure how things will work out. Everyone gives me different pieces of advice and then the next day they tell me something different. And my gut tells me a completely different thing every day about what to do. All I know is that he is a great guy and I'm definitely interested in him. I can't make those feelings just go away so I'm going to enjoy them. It's nice. It's even nicer when those feelings are reciprocated.
I told my girlfriend that in college I usually met most of the guys I dated at a party or something where I had a little alcohol in me to relax me and not make me such a robot. Her suggestion was to bring a flask to school and drink away, just making sure to brush really well before my sessions

I obviously would never do that but that would make things so much easier
And Phoebe did a great job today! I am so proud to be her mama. One of the girls is a little sensitve to noise and immediately was turned off by her size...she was anticipating a huge bark. Well about 5 minutes into it, she barked. A small bark, but a bark nonetheless. Well that did it, my professor had to go in the other room with her. She wasn't mad at me though. Dogs bark...and she was just getting my attention, nothing outrageous. But J, my troubled camper, LOVED her and kept wanting to rest her feet on Phoebe's back, to which Phoebe could care less. And she made another camper laugh and smile with all her dog kisses. She was a hit! They even mentioned having her coming in again someday before camp is over. Yay Phoebe!
I did get some yucky news today. Remember way back when I submitted a proposal to go to the national convention for speech pathologists and present? Well I finally heard back from them...and I was rejected. Huge bummer. I was actually way more upset than I thought I would be. I haven't told my supervisor yet though because he wasn't in and I wanted to tell him in person. Oh well. It's still good that he asked me to write it.
So that was my day. Talk about crazy. Now I need to get a quick bite to eat and cram because I have a final in an hour online. Wish me luck!