Wonders10
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Hey everyone!
What a long day. My class ran 30 minutes later than usual and I was already in a grumpy mood because the crush cancelled our study date. Whatever. I'm not reading too much into it. I like him and its not going away anytime soon so I'm just going to talk and flirt and not make a total fool out of myself and when the semester starts to wind down I will re-assess the situation. A girlfriend of mine, who is around him a lot, was talking to him. Turns out his last girlfriend was Irish (like me) and that it was long distance and it lasted a couple years. He broke it off with her the beginning of the year or something. He also said that he is pretty afraid of rejection (who isn't?) and that he likes to know if someone is interested in him before he makes a move on them. Great.
Can I tell you a secret? And this is how I feel about all guys, all the time...I think I'm too fat for a boyfriend. Ridiculous I know but true nevertheless. I automatically assume that most guys would not be interested in me because I'm not a size 4. How do I stop that? Not just with this guy, but with all guys? I even felt like this when I was thinner so it isn't a new development.
On a brighter note, I'm bringing Phoebe in tomorrow morning! The morning clinicians told the class that a special visitor was coming in tomorrow and it may or may not be a human...one of the girls asked if it was an alien!
too cute. They reassured her it was not going to be an alien, but it might have 4 legs. I wish I could take and post pics for you but confidentiality laws kind of frown upon that so I'll just write about it vividly.
And please send some pixie dust that Phoebe is a good little girl and on her best behavior. Thanks!
Winkers...so glad you made it through ok. The pain after I can handle. It's always the actual procedure that scares the crap out of me. Not sure if you saw my post, but I did call to make an appt. I'm going on Monday for a consult and updated xrays and all that good stuff.
What a long day. My class ran 30 minutes later than usual and I was already in a grumpy mood because the crush cancelled our study date. Whatever. I'm not reading too much into it. I like him and its not going away anytime soon so I'm just going to talk and flirt and not make a total fool out of myself and when the semester starts to wind down I will re-assess the situation. A girlfriend of mine, who is around him a lot, was talking to him. Turns out his last girlfriend was Irish (like me) and that it was long distance and it lasted a couple years. He broke it off with her the beginning of the year or something. He also said that he is pretty afraid of rejection (who isn't?) and that he likes to know if someone is interested in him before he makes a move on them. Great.
Can I tell you a secret? And this is how I feel about all guys, all the time...I think I'm too fat for a boyfriend. Ridiculous I know but true nevertheless. I automatically assume that most guys would not be interested in me because I'm not a size 4. How do I stop that? Not just with this guy, but with all guys? I even felt like this when I was thinner so it isn't a new development.
On a brighter note, I'm bringing Phoebe in tomorrow morning! The morning clinicians told the class that a special visitor was coming in tomorrow and it may or may not be a human...one of the girls asked if it was an alien!

And please send some pixie dust that Phoebe is a good little girl and on her best behavior. Thanks!

Winkers...so glad you made it through ok. The pain after I can handle. It's always the actual procedure that scares the crap out of me. Not sure if you saw my post, but I did call to make an appt. I'm going on Monday for a consult and updated xrays and all that good stuff.