Okay everyone, I'm in the process of having a real pity party for myself

(that's me playing a violen for myself)
I started having alot of knee pain after I started working out, and it's been getting progressively worse. Not only do they hurt, but they sound like crunching rice or squishy shoes when I bend at the knee or walk up stairs. So I decided to go to the doctor today for my sore throat and for my sore knees. He gave me an antibiotic for the throat and had x-rays done of my knees. He said the x-rays look fine, but obviously, my knees aren't fine (he can clearly hear the noise they make). So he's going to schedule an MRI done on my knees to see what is going on in there. He told me until then, no more working out, and no more putting any stress on the knee. He said that this could be a problem stemming back from when I ran before, or my knees could be out of alignment because I may walk abnormally due to my heal spurs (same like Bunchkins). He said that he can't say right now if I will ever be able to run again or not.
I told my mom that it's just not fair that I have all these problems, and they keep coming. I now have the following (and this is the reason for my pity party).
*Rosacea in the eyes
*The possible beginning stages of glaucoma
*Bulging disk, swollen joint, and arthritis in the neck
*Raynauds Syndrome in my hands
*The problem with my knees
*The heal spurs
*I'm sure liver damage is around the corner from all the Advil, Tylenol, and etc that I take everyday
Am I whining today? I'm afraid I am
Well, I guess I should go rest a little bit before Steph comes home.
Sorry to be a whiner today, but it felt kinda good to type this out and get it off my chest.
Talk to you later!!!