I’m so sorry. Please don’t take it as a given that Disney was your (in the collective, couple sense) special place, and therefore you (in the individual sense) wouldn’t feel right going without him. Disney is YOUR place, and you have every right to experience happiness there on your own. When the time is right, go back on your own and reclaim your memories and your passions. Not only does he have no right or power to take them away from you, but you have every right to reclaim and shamelessly indulge in your happiness. Disney’s love is more powerful than his petty negativity.