I'm back! Is there a smiley for sweating profusely???
Ok, it went pretty good. With some ups and downs.... This is pretty long, but I need to tell you all, because you guys have been so supportive!!!
First I got my uniform, the biggest they make and guess what??? It did not fit.

the top was OK, a little tight but I can wear it, with a white tshirt underneath. The bottoms, no chance in heck. Couldn't even get them over my hips.

I talked to Master V and he said that he was going to try and find bigger pants for me, but in the mean time asked if I had white pants... That made me laugh, is there ANY woman out there in my size that wears white pants? Only at gunpoint! LOL! I said I was so dissapointed because I really wanted to start tonight. Luckily I was wearing my blue sweats and he said I could wear those and try and find black ones to wear in the mean time.
Now I had to sit through my DD's class. In sheer terror of having to wear blue sweatpants instead of the white pants. Just worried at how ridiculous it would look, and how I would feel so singled out. Well, her class ended and it was inevitable, I had to go and change. I came out holding my head high, (but honestly I did feel like hiding/crying

). My DH, DS and DD were there at the start to watch me and give me support, it absolutely meant so very much to me.
Just before class started Master V called me up and introduced me to the class and was so nice and kind. Oh, my, I felt so much support from everyone, he had them clap for me just for making the commitment to get started! He noticed that my family was there for suport and he made a point of saying that whatever I do is OK, and that we all need to support everyone. I can't tell you how much that meant to me!!!! We started the pushups and jumping jacks. (I have them modified and I was doing ok, a bit tired). I think I did every other push up. We then ran (OK, I walked) and to be honest that was a bit for my left heal, but ok.
Then we separated into groups. One set worked on sparring, one set worked on forms, and I went with Master V and he worked one on one with me. We did the basic kicks, and he told me some things that were so impressive to me. First he told me that he did research on this (meaning working with someone my size), and that meant so much to me and that he was so invested to try to help me, he gave me pointers on how to breathe right, how to fall so I don't break any bones (seriously, he told me to not try and stop a fall, just go down, because if I try and stop a fall, I would probably break something.

) and he gave me an exercise to do 3x a day to help me with strength.
One cool thing was I did a wheel kick to a step behind side kick. My DD loves this kick and he said that just before we started, after I did it, he asked if DD was doing that with me, I said no, it was just from watching them for so many years.... and he said WOW, THAT'S IMPRESSIVE! Did you see that??? I got an impressive!
He also said that he would help me and he would be there with me, if I would be there with him. I said Yes sir! It did feel good to do those kicks, and I dream of the day I earn my black belt.
He also said he wants to know how much weight I loose every 2 weeks.
He had me work for 17 minutes and then sent me home. My knees are a bit sore, but I feel so proud of myself. My family greeted me and they each said they were proud of me.
And you know what, I am proud of me too!
Oh, and the best part? When I was leaving I had so many people that were still in class telling me I did a great job, and they were proud of me.
THAT WAS AWESOME!
If you still are reading, Thanks!
