50sjayne
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Got home from a KILLER day (2 hr. delays are AWFUL!) let Beamer out of his daytime area, and noticed he looked---fuzzy. Took him outside, and went back upstairs to check. We had forgotten to put his toys back upstairs, and he had amused himself by shredding his "pee pad" into a bizzilion little fuzzballs!!!![]()
Been introspective this am, thanks to you guys. All that's going on with everyone has made me stop and think what is really important and my thoughts about them.
1. Health - that's why were are here, is for our health. So we need to buckle down, get going, and do what we can. Not for vanity - which I am guilty of - but health. Scale numbers are just numbers, but they can be tied to other numbers (bp, cholesterol, etc) that do mean something. GET HEALTHY!
2. Mental health and attitude - how much of #1. is tied into this one! Lack of sleep, motivation, healthy attitudes about food, diet, OURSELVES. I found that getting my weight down helped my mental health, but I had to get to a mental place to focus on it. TAKE CARE OF YOUR HEART, SOUL, AND BRAIN!
3. Memories - how many things are we sharing that are memories from our past, both positive and negative? They are all connected to who we are, our mental and physical health. Do we have a lot of memories about the financial stuff? I don't. Granted, I was never without a NEED growing up, which can be a HUGE factor, and I remember a few WANTS I had that I never got. Honestly, I can't tell you what I got for Christmas most years growing up. The things I do remember are the memories, and that's all that I am left with in one instance. SO GO MAKE SOME!
DH and I have really been wondering if we should cancel our HHI trip. Yes, it would be the financially responsible thing to do. There is not a lot of cost involved since we are staying on DVC points, basically just gas because we are taking food down. (Cereal, soups, sandwiches, etc). The other expense is the NYE parties for the kids. We decided that his aunt sends us money for Christmas, we'll use his for gas down, mine for gas back, and the girls' to pay for their parties. Part of me feels horrible about going, but we wouldn't take the girls' money to pay for bills, and the memories from our trip will get them through a lot. They've been such troopers, especially AK, with this whole thing. They both talk all the time about stuff we did last year there. I know, I know, I'm rationalizing this. I just felt the need to mention it, since I whine about money all the time, yet talk about this trip!
I hope the scale is good to each of you this am. I am proud to be back at maintenance weight, would love to have a good loss next week to get to the 140s, but since TOM is on his way, probably not!
HAVE A WONDERFUL FRIDAY ALL!
Taryn
I don't think you you should cancel-- you're right-- you don't remember financial difficulties-- memories are important--and Disneyland does wonders for your soul. And LOL fuzzy.
Mini-Challenge: Enjoy your favorite dairy serving and 1 other serving of dairy today.QOTD for Friday, 12/10: What is your favorite dairy product or substitute?
Cheeseespecially flavored cheese like the Hickory Farms stuff.
I think its fine for youlol just a sore spot for me right nowage has never mattered to me one way or the other but it is still such a big deal when it shouldnt be. I like my hair too and dont look forward to having to maintain a color done that before it is tiring! There is always the beauty college though lol. I certainly dont like doing it myselfany more than waxing!Originally Posted by 50sjayne
I don't know what the big deal is about grey hair anyway-- I like it. People go grey really young anyway.
I think the issue for me is that even when I was overweight, my hair was the one part of me that I always liked. So just not ready for it to be grey yet.
I dont know. The only thing that stopped me last time was being back home with my Mom. I was with my Dad in Illinois when I really went off the deep end. Then I gained a lot of weight back really quicklyand I dont want to do that. Like I said thoughId have to lose about 40 more pounds to be where I was then. The more I dont feel in control of a situationthe more I will control the only thing I really caneating and the number on the scale. Maybe I could start writing down what I eat then I can see exactly what is going on. Im really good at denial. I watched a show on anorexia awhile back and a lot came back to methe behavior patterns, perception problems----I still even now think Im too heavy that sort of thing. Ill try documenting I feel bad posting this on a weight loss boardbut Ive been here so long and its really all the same thing isnt it? Struggling with foodOk, I'm worrying about you a little. I have ana thoughts on occasion, though I've never done it full blown. Anyhow, if you are at a good place weight wise, do you need to put a plan in place to make sure you are getting enough calories?
