Yah I figured that out. I am just sick of being a nerd and a geeky straight "A" person. I hate it so much! I only have 3 real friends and everyone else has something they hate about me or i am not good enough for them. I am also preppy well a little. I hate preps
(no offense) but I hardly ever do anything wrong and even my best friend admits i am a major nerd. I have tried for years to be cool , fit in, and be myself, but now i finally realized that myself isnt good enough for anybody.

I need a hug