getnthinr
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OK, so I read Debra's wonderful post -- which she had to write TWICE because it got lost the first time -- and I hang my head in shame. I'm not even done with all my catch-up thread reading yet, no way I'm going to try to respond to everyone in one post today/tonight/this morning -- what is 3:56AM when you've been up since 11PM the night before (long story)???
Anyway, I wanted to share some big news with you. In all my weight yo-yoing over the last 20 years, I could not seem to get below 200 pounds. Sometimes I'd get close, but almost always I'd get distracted by some vacation or crisis or something and climb my way right back up the scales again.
Well, yesterday, I entered ONE-derland!!! My weight FINALLY begins with a "1" again! Now I know 198 is nothing to brag about in the normal weight world, but I feel like I have broken through a mental barrier that has plagued me for nearly two DECADES!!!
I don't really see myself as any thinner -- I suppose because obviously, I'm still far from thin -- or even "normal weight" -- but breaking through the 200-pound barrier was a big milestone and I feel like I'm actually making real progress. Now I'm just going to hug that one and not let it get away from me.
Thank you all for supporting me even in my pitiful "read once or twice a month" status here. I know the demands in my life tend to be cyclical and I trust the time will come when I'll have more time to be more supportive of all of you.
Anyway, I wanted to share some big news with you. In all my weight yo-yoing over the last 20 years, I could not seem to get below 200 pounds. Sometimes I'd get close, but almost always I'd get distracted by some vacation or crisis or something and climb my way right back up the scales again.
Well, yesterday, I entered ONE-derland!!! My weight FINALLY begins with a "1" again! Now I know 198 is nothing to brag about in the normal weight world, but I feel like I have broken through a mental barrier that has plagued me for nearly two DECADES!!!
I don't really see myself as any thinner -- I suppose because obviously, I'm still far from thin -- or even "normal weight" -- but breaking through the 200-pound barrier was a big milestone and I feel like I'm actually making real progress. Now I'm just going to hug that one and not let it get away from me.
Thank you all for supporting me even in my pitiful "read once or twice a month" status here. I know the demands in my life tend to be cyclical and I trust the time will come when I'll have more time to be more supportive of all of you.