With all the hugs from yesterday my arms hurt!

I am feeling better today, more centered and not quite so doom and gloom. I'm not sure what was wrong with me yesterday.
I just got some bad news this morning. A friend of the family has been diagnosed with a brain tumor. She is going for test this week and next week they are going to perform Brain surgery. We don't know how bad the situation is so if everyone could please say a prayer for her I would appreciate it.
I've been doing some thinking and I think I need to take a break for awhile from dieting. I just can't concentrate on that right now. So many things have taken a back burner since August and I just feel overwhelmed. I am definately going to stay on task with my training for the marathon I just think that dieting is going to take a back seat. I know I set a goal of 150 lbs by Thanksgiving but I don't think that will be possible. I have been on this thread for one year and 5 days and I am 13 lbs lighter then I was when I started. I would love to be one of those girls that cold weigh 125 lbs but the only way for me to get there would be to starve myself which is not healthy.
I think I've learned some good habits along the way this past year.
1) I've increased my vegetable intake. I eat a vegetable with every dinner and I've also learned to enjoy salads more.
2) I take a vitamin regularly now.
3) I've completely cut regular soda out of my life. I only drink diet soda, water, and crystal light.
4) I've discovered plenty of things that I can alter to be healthier for me without giving up taste.
5) My exercise has definately increased!
So all of this is very good. I'm still going to check in since I'll be training for the marathon.
~Amanda