Yesterday was rough on me but then I realized my sadness was affecting the rest of the kids They grieved when Dillon died, every single one of them, even Maxine You could tell in their behavior Well yesterday Fantasia was moping around and then refused to eat Obviously they don't know the date but she is so in sync with me that I was influencing her I felt so badly about this that I put on my happy face, made her a special meal that she couldn't resist I made myself sick over what I put her through after I realized it I gave myself permission to call out from work, had 2 glasses of wine, and then remembered this song:
When I find myself in times of trouble
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be
And in my hour of darkness
She is standing right in front of me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be
Yeah, let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be
When the broken hearted people
Living in the world agree
There will be an answer, let it be
For though they may be parted
There is still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer, let it be
Yeah, let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be
There will be an answer, let it be
Yeah, let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be
You know there's gonna be an answer, let it be
And when the night is cloudy
There is still a light that shines on me
Shine on until tomorrow, let it be
I wake up to the sound of music
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be
Let it be, oh no, let it be, let it be, let it be
There will be an answer, let it be, let it be
You know there's gonna be an answer, let it be
Oh, let it be
SONGWRITERS
LENNON, JOHN WINSTON / MCCARTNEY, PAUL JAMES
So I have to just let it be: I love you all for your support and your sharing ( will address individually ) and caring Today is a brand new day and its time to look ahead...