6/21/05
8:30am
--1 ww bagel
--2 T light strawberry cream cheese
--1 1/2 cup 1% milk
--2 smallish pieces cinnamon raisin cake
I like the cake even better cold! I wasn't really thinking when I grabbed this breakfast. It almost felt like I was just trying to get the fastest injections of carbs possible. I'm dragging this morning. My sinuses are acting up on me, and I woke up to a kitty mess, so I'm not in the best mood. Plus, I just really don't feel like dealing with work. I can't wait until I'm done.
Hopefully I can find some

and shake off this funky mood. I think I'm just going to bite the bullet and start on my work project. The sooner it's done the sooner I don't have to think about it anymore!
12:30pm
--1 LC peanut chicken
--1/2 cup peas
--1 heaping 1/2 cup raspberries
--1 light 'n fit yogurt cup
--1 square cinnamon raisin cake
Bad mood not really much better. It feels like the world is just conspiring to annoy me! I got dragged into a dumb meeting this morning after I specifically told the guy who was running it that I wasn't available until after 12pm. Did that stop him from calling me at 10am and patching me into his conference call? No! But, no problem, I don't have anything else to do. I was just sitting here twiddling my thumbs. Really. UGH!!!
I think I'm going to go to Curves today after work. I need to blow off some steam. I'm cooking in again tonight. We're having barbecued chicken, sweet corn casserole, and honey-glazed carrots. Should be yummy!
2:00pm - 7:00pm
--2 large bowls fruity pebbles
--1 LC peanut chicken with peas
--1 ww bagel
--2 T light strawberry cream cheese
--1 large quesadilla with cheese, chicken, and barbecue sauce
--2 lean pockets
There may be more--I really can't remember. Suffice it to say the day went downhilll pretty fast. I started having a major allergy attack which aggrivated my sinuses, I'm deep in the throes of PMS depression, and on a huge carb binge. I was so whacked out hormonally yesterday that I actually burst into tears at the end of a MASH rerun! It was really not a nice place
7:00pm
--2 double stacks
--1 biggie fries
--1 medium frosty
DH brought home dinner, because I had all but shut down at that point. I had taken to laying on the couch with a box of tissues and whining. Not a proud moment.
10:00pm
--2 small pieces cinnamon raisin cake
--12 oz 1% milk
I rallied a little bit later in the evening, and actually logged back in and did some work so I would be ahead for the next morning. I can't imagine what it's like for depressed people to live like this day after day. I'm so lucky. I know that it will pass within 24-36 hours and I can get on with my life. I can't imagine what it would be like to go through it over and over with no end in sight. I really respect those folks for hanging on, because this was not a pleasant day!