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Hi Everyone!
I call it "bulk friday" because we're still eating the leftovers, and boy, do they make "bulk" on me...sigh.
Like Debra, I have decided the crowds are not for me. I'm pretty much done with my shopping. I just need a cd and new crock pot for dh. I know, the crock pot is for the family. But if he can give me an hdtv...just wait 'til the first time I want to watch figure skating while football is on. We'll see who's t.v. it is then, won't we?
How's everyone doing with their new buddies? Mine went to the World for Thanksgiving, so I'm eagerly awaiting her return. I'm sure she's getting lots of walking in.
Our holiday was very low key, but now I'm already stressing about the family party next Saturday. I just don't want to go. These people are so thin...and I feel so fat. Even if I worked my tail off and ate Biggest Loser rations this week, I'd never be able to be small enough to be comfortable. I end up in this position every year. Even when I've lost a lot (one year 25 lbs.), I'm still so much bigger than the rest of them, I end up feeling sorry for myself, and this does not lead anywhere good! I am seriously thinking about telling my dh I'm just not going this year. My brother-in-laws skip out fairly regularly, so it's not unheard of...maybe the anxiety will burn a few calories. The whole situation makes me want to cry, but that's not going to get me anywhere, either.
O.k., enough of the pity party.
Ivseeyore and Danauk --
Welcome! You'll find this is a great place for motivation, or venting, as I did above. I promise, I am not a perpetual wet blanket.
Debra -- I can't believe December is almost upon us! You must feel so great, knowing you are looking fantastic going into 2006!
Jen -- Little snacks are not bad if they keep you on track. It's just continuous snacking that can do you in. If you are snacking on fruits and veggies -- well, you can't go wrong with carrots!
Linda -- You know me so well. I totally need to get back on track! Tomorrow I am going to map out a losing plan for December. I can find all kinds of obstacles if I let myself, but I'm just not going there. I am going to make a plan for exercise and I will be sticking with it. I'm also going to stop eating after 8, I promise! Some days are better than others. I have seen myself gain this week because I know I was out of control and in a self-sabotage mode. I can't spend a month this way, so I have to rein it in before Christmas!
Kathy -- I am so proud of you! You are officially my hero! I hope you are patting yourself on the back (watch the shoulder!), left and right. Excellent! I hope the drive wasn't too bad to your mother's either. Congratulations!
Haley -- I feel your pain, I really do. So what are we going to do to make this the last Thanksgiving where we feel inadequate and inferior? This is going to sound a little crazy, but I'm starting to think that if every time I think of skipping a workout or eating something super fattening I think of my skinny, thoughtless in-laws, I will think twice. Another way to look at it -- when you lose weight you will still be a compassionate person. They are already there, and it probably isn't going to happen. We just need to get our outsides to reflect the beautiful people we are inside. I know we can do this!
TiffJ -- How were the crowds? Did you get some fantastic bargains?
Tara -- I hope Grandma slept the entire time, both ways for you! I hope you had an easy drive.
I hope everyone is looking forward to a great holiday season, whatever holidays you may be celebrating! Here's to a fabulous new year, when we all reach our goals (except for Debra, who's going to get there before 2006!).
Maria