I keep typing this message over because I do not know how to share this. I am, for the most part, a private person. My birthday present to myself was a mamogram. I wish I could return it because I do not like the results. I am sharing this because I do not know what my future holds or if my plans will change. I realize it may have an effect on others traveling with the group. I can barely type this without crying,

which I have done a lot of these past couple of days. I have another diagnostic test on 10/16.

If I will not be joining you, I will do my best to let you know ASAP.
I really need to finish my trip report, but I have not had the desire since I cam back. I will try to force my self to post it (thank goodnes I wrote it everyday onboard) and add the pixs.
Please bare with me and forgive my future abscence.