I really doubt we would cancel but last night I was just

and overwhelmed. I know it costs $$$ but in the end I think we all really need this vacation. We can handle the costs of the cruise but it is just demoralizing to think that we work so hard and we just can't get ahead. I know I probably should not complain because we really are blessed with so much and the fact that we even have the ability to cruise
DCL once much less twice is really proof of that. I just had a rough afternoon at work, DS had a horrible day at school (I really feel lost and confused lately with him

) and then to get the notice that the daycare tuition was going up was just too much at the time. Then in the car on the way home both kids were screaming for fun and by the time I got home I felt just awful. I am sure we have all have days like that. Sometimes it just takes some time and distance to start to get some perspective.
Thanks for all of your kind words in chat and your posts. You guys always know how to cheer me up!
Now for some random smilies.....