DD & I tried on dresses today to see which ones to take and which ones not to take (because too small). I really should have stuck to the challenge. Life has been so stressful & I have done a real lousy job of not eating every thing in sight. I am sitting here watching the football game. Dh & DS are asleep on the couch. I just finished reworking my office's budget. We are trying to figure out which positions can be cut and which are necessary for the operation of the agency. I keep thinking that I am one of the most highly paid employees and have suggested several times that they let me go & hire someone younger with less experience and hopefullly save money. Unfortunately, I don't only do my job. I am the Human Resource person, the computer person, the finance person, and the office manager person. My boss doesn't think that they could find one person to do everything I do. Man I wish I could win the lottery and give our agency 60K so that we don't have to cut anyone. I am also dealing with alot of guilt because I will be leaving for the cruise/vacation on the 9th and the person who is getting let go will have her last day prior to Xmas. I am not sure if I will be back before she leaves. we still have not decided which person that will be.