Nancyg56
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It is SO SCARY to be "trying" while I am still over 200lbs. I had really hoped to be under 200, but we do not want to out it off any longer as DD turns 4 right away and we do not want her to be too old when she gets a sibling.
Well, for my update. I weighed in Monday and it was not good, so I decided (since I am doing online) I would weigh in Tuesday this week. I still did not do that good. I was only down 2.0 lbs. Now, I know 2.0 lbs is good, but earlier in the week I was down 3.0 lbs and I was sad to see that lb had snuck back up on me. This is why I should not peak at the scale!!
Then, yesterday happened. OY!!!
It is not that I ate that bugs me, it is not even what I ate that bugs me. What is bothering me today is that I am trying to make a lifestyle change, not just diet, and I totally caved!! Why could I have not just sampled a couple of things and moved on? Why did I have to eat everything? Why did I have to have seconds? Why did I just give up and throw it all away? I know it was just one day, but I had already had my "treat" day on Saturday and wanted to have another one this Saturday. I did not mean to mess things up so early on. Has anyone else had one of these moments? Like I said, I really want it to not be a diet, and yesterday I ate like I was on a diet and then gorging!!!
Amy- I was terrified for my DD when she was pregnant but I swear she was so healthy! She did not make healthy choices for herself but when she was eating for the baby she was a tigress. She also took an water aerobics class that tones her up and helped with her strength. You can do this.
Now I wonder, are you on Flex or CORE? Take all of this with a grain of salt because I have next to no self control. But....my cravings have all but disappeared with CORE. I wonder if making a change to CORE for a few weeks might help. I try not to sample too much becasue I am like a drunken sailor once I start but I have found that I can have enough options eating out or at most buffets to feel satisfied ad not start the binge eating again.
In any case, I would suggest staying off the scale between Weigh In's, Your body can fluctuate up to three pounds a day so you are asking for a potential letdown each time you use your scale and then WI at the proper date and time. You had a wonderful loss but the impact of not seeing that additional pound took away some of that successful feeling.
It was pretty good too!
I know that is awful!! But, it is like why should I write it down, I know it is bad!!
I totally know how you feel. I've had several really bad weeks and I finally seem to be back on track. Don't be too hard on yourself...we've all been there. It's part of life's ups and downs, unfortunately. Just keep reminding yourself each day is a new chance to start again. The key is to not give up! Wishing you lots of luck this weekend
