Tired?

[SnowAngel]

I just feel sad...


Anyone ever feel they are too irresponsible for the responsibility on them? Think you just don't know what to do? Will I do it right? Can I do it right? Is what I do right?
Does everyone feel this way? that they just don't know if they can do it?

but then comes you have to do it anyway as there are innocents who depend on you?? Right or wrong you must keep on going?


Thanks for listening. Getting tired... so tired..I get panicky but realize I don't have that option. No one seems to understand and thus saying I'm not the kind to give up ..

Maybe a long jump off a short bridge would help.. just need to do it in next month so my kids would get the 750k life insurance.



And no , not thinking it but why is it so tempting??


Thanks for hugs, prayers and best wishes

 

[Planogirl]

It sounds to me like you are feeling normal in a way but just SO very extremely tired and stressed. We all get to that in various degrees but you sound pretty extreme. Take it easy and realize that what you feel isn't unusual but it is something you might need to deal with. Ask for a bit of help, I certainly have and I'm glad that I did.

By the way, you don't sound irresponsible at all, just overwhelmed. Hang in there! And don't ever worry about sharing, that's a good thing.

 

[KathyTX]

Irresponsible? I don't think so. I think you've been shouldering quite a lot of responsibility, and it's easy to get overwhelmed. Especially during times of uncertainty.

Job changes are really scary... but you know that when one door shuts, another's bound to open.

Those beautiful kiddos are very lucky to have to you.

 

[nativetxn]

Bless your heart! A jump off a bridge? I know you aren't serious but it breaks my heart to read that....everything will be alright, honest it will.

Katholyn

 

[Serena]

Hey, now don't start thinking those thoughts. It's not good, even in jest.

It sounds like you need some help, help around the house, help in a medical way, or ... Just try to get what you need, try to simplify things if you can, just do what you have to do to get by each day. Do whatever you need to do to take care of yourself.

Hang in there

 

[SnowAngel]

Just to say thanks all..


You know .. you just get tired especially when the ground falls in...

 

[momsgonwild]

You do sound like you are really tired. You need to find someone to talk to face to face that can listen, and try to help you out.
If you are still feeling this way in the AM, please make an appointment with your Dr to make sure everything is okay. Never, never joke about not being around. Life is too short as it is, and your life is very precious. You probably don't even realise the number of people you have touched by just being there.
You are in my thoughts and prayers!