"I DO care about you and I don't think that you understand that that's a part of the problem. What else was I supposed to do when I thought you were leaving? Wait for you to come back IF you were going to come back? That's not how I work. If I think I'm going to get hurt, I'll do whatever it takes to keep that from happening and I know it's not how I should do things, but that doesn't change the fact that it's how I am. If I didn't care about you, do you think that I would have asked you to be my girlfriend? I mean, why would I have one girl when I could have a lot more than that? I wouldn't do that for no reason. Also, I think you're forgetting when I put my friendship with Kendall on the line for YOU. I was willing to pick you over anything. Yeah, I ----ed up. It's what I do. I care about you more than I think I've ever cared about a girl before. And I don't like saying that because I don't like talking about my feelings. I know I'm not perfect even though I like to pretend that I am and I can't say that anything is going to change or that I'm going to be a better person. All that I can say is that I care about you and I'm sorry. I know it's not enough, but it's all that I've got."
sometimes, my rp characters make me SAD ;________;