ougrad86
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I Read them all too, but it is HARD to reply to everyone. I am really in awe of those that do! It really is so thoughtful. I'm just not great at keeping up with it all. So you are not alone.
I wish I could do so too. I am in awe of people that can do that and keep it all straight. I pull up a few here and there...but I always read through every post.
for us over 50 ladies
I know there is me, you, Dona and Janis - anybody else? Awesome job losing 90 pounds
It is not easy at this stage of life. To all you younger ladies, I strongly encourage you to take the weight off now. The older you get, it gets VERY difficult to lose.
That doesn't mean you can't do it though![]()
Count me in! I'm 53, and yes, it is WAY harder than when I was younger. And I wonder why I didn't keep it up! I was in the AF and could run a 6 minute mile

Alright team...I am not going to take time to respond to everyone today but I have read along. It was a stressful sort of day and most of the stress was self induced. Here is the summary:
I got up this morning and weighed myself. I had GAINED .5 pounds.![]()
Now, I know that this can happen but I have been getting my exercise in EVERY day, making some food slips but still staying in my range of what I am allowed to have and drinking water until I feel like I should just stay in the bathroom!
This leads to me sitting on the edge of the tub and swearing off this stupid idea that I am ready to lose weight again.
Yes, I feel like lately I am prone to this attitude. I know it is because I am not happy with how I look. I know I need to change my mental state of mind.
I get myself to school (after drinking 60 ounces of water before I even leave the house....can I tell you that I barely made it to the bathroom at work???). Once there, someone offers me chocolate which I PROMPTLY EAT! This leads to more self loathing.
Do we see a trend? I can stand back and reflect on it and see how crazy my mentality is right now but honestly in the moment...
By lunch (and several more 16-ounce cups of water), I have decided I am done with this and it is not worth it.
Can drinking too much water drive a person crazy?
I spend part of my afternoon prep storming through the hallways claiming that I am not exercising that I am simply delivering things around the school that need to be taken care of. I leave work early so that I can run with DH tonight since it is warm.
Once home, I have a total attitude as I get dressed. I yell at DH that it is too cold to run outside and stick my tongue out at him. Yes, I really did that. We went out to do our 3 mile run and I literally chew him out about how I hate running and that I am going to quit and how this is my last run ever and if I slip on the ice and die it is all his fault.
It was in the high 30°s outside - totally not cold. I swear DH wants to make me pack up and leave after my mood today. I am not even sure what is wrong with me today and why I am so angry at this point.
When I got to the walking part of our exercise today, I wouldn't even talk to DH. I was so angry that I had to work this hard to see no results. I have already done the work. I already lost the weight. I kept the weight off for over a year. Then I was angry because I knew that I had let the weight come back on and I had no one to blame but myself and angry that I have to do the work all over again.
Basically, I am now looking back on this and thinking that I have gotten so much lazier since when I started this 2 years ago and think I have to figure out how to find the motivation I had when I started.
So, finally we get home and I whip off all my running gear because first I am sweaty because I wore too much thinking I would freeze and then also because I have gained 20 pounds and now feel like I look like a rolly polly runner. So then I throw on baggy clothing to hide the body that I am loathing. I eat the stupid within my points range dinner. I skip the fresh baked chocolate cookies with milk that the rest of the family had for dinner. I calculated the last of the water, the food and all the stupid exercising I did today. I am now sitting here in self pity and feel that typing this all out to my team is my therapy for the day.
So there you all have it. And yes, I am going to be your coach next week! I certainly hope that I figure it all out before then!
I am sending out positive vibes to all of you tonight. Yeah to everyone who is having success. Hugs to everyone who is still struggling. May we all survive this journey together!
Jen
Oh my gosh, I have had days like that



2. For the elastic in my socks to not leave indentations in my skin![]()
I completely forgot to mention the stupid indentations - I hate those

Carol - Hope you're feeling better soon! What are you planning to buy for healthy eating?
Made it to the store, lots of fruits and veges and some chicken and pita bread. Going to start eating some sandwiches instead of soup everyday; read an article about BHT the other day, got me a little worried. So I have lunches down, now need to start planning some healthy dinners! And maybe will try my hand at home made soup...

QOTD, Thursday, January 5, 2012 - What is your Anchor????
My anchor would be my DS. I want to be healthy for me, but because of him. I want to watch him grow up, maybe someday get married and have babies - and be healthy enough to take my grandkids to WDW! I have a secondary anchor as well - I remember how good it felt to be slim!
My DH is not quite an anchor - he likes to get me candy when I get depressed, and can't quite get it that it won't cheer me up! He needs to lose weight as well, I'm afraid he won't be around much longer if he doesn't, but it isn't something you can force on someone...
I hope that I can get my wedding ring back on. Before I had surgery, I was told I had to remove my wedding ring, but my ring was sized the skinny me. I did get it off after a ton of work, but I haven't put it back on since the summer. I can't wait to wear my wedding ring and be able to get it off anytime I want. It feel weird to not wear my ring, but it was horrible trying to get a size 6 ring off a size 9 finger.
Can't wait to weigh in tomorrow. Do most of you weigh in when you first get up, mid day or something else? I don't know when is the best time to weigh yourself.
You can get that ring back on. It will take time, but I finally got mine back on. They had to force mine off - they wrapped string around my finger, looped it around the ring, and then slowly unwrapped the string as they forced it up - more painful than recovering from the surgery afterwards! I refused to put it on after that until I lost weight, and a few years later it fit


I weigh myself in the morning. I tend to weigh less first thing.
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Managed to get up on time this morning, got to work on time and did lunch in front of the computer coming up with different sandwich ideas. Saw some stuff on Cooking Light, but when I calculated the points I was shocked! I guess I will need to be a little creative with those recipies, and adjust them just a little. But I love pita sandwiches, got some chicken and tuna and eggs and am going to try various fixings. I'll pack them separate, then put them together at lunch so as not to have a soggy mess.
My coworker and I talked about possibly taking walks outside on nice days - that'll get me about 15-30 minutes on days when I'm pressed for time at home

Got caught in a traffic jam on the way home after the store. I had run through and then went to pick up DS. He called, I was still only half way home

Tomorrow is free lunch Friday at work, and they have chili and fixin's, but also have salad and such, so I may have a little bit of chili and lots of salad - this place has catered us before, they usually have a real nice salad. And a nice roll, without butter, is only 3 points. So I can try out some of my sandwiches this weekend, see what I like.
Weigh in is tomorrow, haven't been very good this week


Carol