I actually don' t think I can even L@@k anymore.... I have a lump in my throat and a sinking chest. I just tried to log back onto the threads and the disboards came up with a white page that said it was going to be closed for two hours for maintenance or something... when I realized this I thought NOW I am a real loser, I am such a loser that if the boards were off for two hours I would only have me myself and my hopeless despair left!
How pathetic has my life gotten since this PIN thing started.
I closed out all my windows, and.. well... its workng so here I am.... I know yay me...
But I retaliated a wee bit today... I deleted everything off of every profile that I made with Disney ( yeah... yay me... like I am so special that they care!

) Well.... I left ONE at the instruction of ZAMBONIMAN I have not touched it since he told me to leave it... I ALMOST did... but deep down... I couldn't do it!
Anyhow, I have to go pick up kids from school... so ... well... I guess there's always my iphone... so I will only be a small click away from checking emails obsessively from Disney and the boards.
Really, I am happy for our former 'pinaholics' who have received the end of their faith, truly and honestly it gives me hope....