sjrec
DIS Veteran
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- May 31, 2016
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Welcome @smilie and @JacknSally!
That was me.
I look back at photos of me in high school, and I looked downright skinny. I was 5'8" tall, size 9, and compared to the petite size 2's and 4's, I felt like an amazon. It was all in my head. My body image was so distorted. I actually looked fantastic, but I couldn't see it.
When trauma hit, and the real weight came on, I ballooned up to a 14 for my wedding. I still looked great.
Now a size 24, what I would give for those size 9 days...to be honest, I would be thrilled to be a size 14 again!
@JacknSally great to see you again! I remember your wedding weight loss journey! Didn’t you start an Etsy store after your wedding with really cool t-shirts?
OK, did a quick test and I'm a 9-Peacemaker (98%): 5-Investigator (96%): 7-Enthusiast (91%)Welcome (and welcome back) to the new and returning posters this month!!
I'm kind of mutt-
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I also had to google this. I’m a 9-Peacekeeper, 1-Perfectionist & 2-Giver.If you're into enneagrams, I'm a blend of an enneagram 4 and an enneagram 6.
I’m currently sitting in the parking lot of Target waiting for it to open so I can buy colored goldfish for a Dr Seuss activity with the book One Fish Two Fish Red Fish Blue Fish. The sun is shining on me and it feel great!!! ☀ ☀ ☀
I had 20/20 vision until my senior year of high school, when I was diagnosed with an astigmatism. In August of 2018, I found out I have a really rare eye condition called keratoconus. Basically my corneas are thinning and losing their shape, becoming less round and more conical. It's not preventable, and it's not repairable. There's no way to tell how much worse my eyes will get, or if they'll get worse at all. My current vision could be as far as the disease progresses. I can have a procedure (surgery) done that essentially freezes my corneas where they are and should prevent them from getting worse. Insurance doesn't cover that procedure, though. They deem it medically unnecessary because without the procedure, I won't go completely blind from the condition - though, it could worsen to the point that I need a cornea transplant, which insurance should cover.
I can't wear glasses anymore and have to wear special scleral contacts. I am *still* getting fitted for the stupid things, since it's a lot of trial and error and there's a lot of little tweaks that can be made that make a world of difference. It's exhausting and frustrating. The contacts do make a huge difference, though - on my own, my vision is 20/200. With glasses, the best I can get is 20/100. With the contacts, I'm around 20/30, 20/25 on a really good day.
I feel for your DD so much, from one poor-seer to another!![]()
Topic Tuesday ~
If it's spring where you are, how is the nicer weather affecting your progress?