I was about to ask you why you were home (that's the mother in me).
I'm doing the best I can right now. Its just tough. Its hard to experience some thing you've never experienced before. If that makes sense. Its not a fun thing, if it were fun (like going to WDW for the first time) it'd be great, but sadly, its not.
I gotta go and take a nap, my eyes aren't right after last night. I'll be back later