Oh Gosh! What a weekend!

I am afraid to tell you all what I did this weekend - it was one of those non-stop weekends! I didn't post because we lost our computer connection, DSL. It took me awhile to get that fixed, but thankfully it is up and running again.
We had our Craft Fair at school this past weekend. Between volunteering to set-up, running the manicure stand, running to DS's soccer game, getting DD to dance and then just the normal weekend work - laundry, cooking, cleaning. Oh yeah, when I had to run out to get a new modem, I did a little xmas shopping since I was already there.

Oy! I was EXHAUSTED by Sunday evening.
My weight continues to be 181. I am thoroughly disgusted! I didn't go to Curves last week because of a crazy schedule. This week looks tough as well. Of course, I forgot my workout clothes today, which would have been the best day to go.
I don't know what I am doing or where I am going with this diet. I know a lot of you focus on healthy living, but mentally I am not in a good place.

And the fact that despite trying to eat more veggies, drink more water and get SOME exercise in, i am no farther along then when I recomitted in Sept. Two months and no progress. The only positive thing I can say is that I am not putting ON the pounds. I am truly lost as to how to lose weight. I don't want to lose a lot -just 25 lbs or so. Why oh why can't I do that? At least a start??? Anyone have any suggestions for me? Ideas to jump start this thing?
Goals - I've given up on this month. I am disgusted and not really trying. I haven't been awful, but I am definitely using flex points, which means I won't lose anything. I am still focusing on eating 3 servings of veggies a day. I did well in that department yesterday. I will continue to try to make that a new habit in my life. Water consumption has been good. I could probably kick that up a notch, but I don't think that is what is holding me at this weight. I know I can exercise Friday and maybe Sat morning. i will also be very active all weekend as this is traditionally when we put up all our xmas decorations.
Terry - for Thanksgiving, we are going to my mom's for dinner. She lives next door to me. Then we will stop over my in-laws, who live about 2 miles away. I don't go there for dinner because the immediate family is 29 people - 15 of which are Grandchildren!

It is craziness multiplied by 10!!

We will go over around 5:00 or so. By then some people will have left, or will be leaving soon after we arrive. Timing is of the essence!!
So that is my story for today. Sorry if I'm so negative, but I've lost a lot of my zeal this week.
Have a great day!
TTFN-
Sharon
