Robin...I am so sorry!!!!
Please know that it is perfectly fine to cry in front of Caitlyn. I know you are trying to be strong for her but you also need to be strong for yourself. I have learned that over the past few weeks since my mom's death. And yes, things seem to show up to remind us of those that we love and if pennies are it...then that's awesome. For us it's butterflies and then we know mom is near!