My thoughts & prayers are with you, Robin, & also with Caitlyn. I went through an all-too similar situation in my own life about 10 years ago. What helped me the most at that time was being able to share my pain with others. It always seemed to give me that little bit more strength I needed to carry on. Remember, a pain shared is a pain lightened. We're here for you, Robin. Please PM me if you ever want to talk.