I'm feeling a little bit like George Baily in Its a Wonderful Life, only I'm asking, if you have time, and feel moved, please, intercede to God, on my behalf. The day is so black... I need to see His rainbow, and feel His love today...
My mom is in the hospital, for a week, with a horrible infection, and fever of unknown origins, but serious enough to keep her in the hospital for over a week, non coincidence, the hospital is "Lutheran" in Ft Wayne IN. My mom and I are at odds, she has occused me of being "holier than thou", me, so confused, and I have always felt the failure in her eyse. and in the middle, is my "daddy" he's always tried so hard to be there for me, quiet, loving, and always non judgemental... which seems to make my mom so angry.
I believe in miracles, and I believe in prayers... I'm 45 years old, with 3 kids who need me, and my faith, we are not in a good place financially, but God loves us, this I do know..
Thank you for taking the time today, to pray. Thank you, it is humbling coming here, knowing many who will not post, will read, and pray... and I am counting on those prayers...