Well, they rescheduled my last MRI again so now I'm waiting to go back in for that. I had an appt with my neuro doc yesterday and things had gotten a bit worse. Now my ankle reflexes are very jerky, and I have very little sensation in my feet. He bent my toe up and I couldn't tell if it was up or down. *sigh* They pulled 8 tubes of blood out of me and they're doing a head and cervical spine MRI, so we'll see what happens with that. At this point, I'm just sick and tired of always being so daggone tired. I learned yesterday that the genetic condition I have (NF type 1) and MS are somewhat linked, so if you have NF-1 you might be more prone to having MS. I'm keeping my fingers crossed its a vitamin b12 issue (it's possible, my doc says) but at the same time I'm preparing for the worst, you know? Meh.. ok thanks for listening to my ramble
I went through most of the tests that you are going through, and I went through a TON of diagnoses before they told me I had MS. I wanted to curl up in a ball and die! It was the most devastating thing that could have happened, or so I thought. Once I processed, and soaked up all the info I could get my hands on I relaxed. I have had this illness for 9 years, and ya know what? It isn't that bad. My suggestions if you really do have MS are : 1. Get on a drug therapy as soon as possible (I went on one before I had the definitive diagnosis). There are a few different ones out there, and if one doesn't feel right to you, tell your neuro to switch you. 2. Keep exercising. I know it is VERY difficult, especially at first, but it is so worth it to keep your strength up. BTW, i STILL hate walking on the treadmill, and right now my dog uses it as a napping space

. 3. Get plenty of sleep, but don't overdo it. Too much is just as bad as too little. 4. Joke about it! Laughter really is the best medicine, and you will discover that if you are at ease, others around you will be too. They won't know how to act around you, so you have to tell them

5. Get a support system. It doesn't matter if it's family, friends, online, whatever...just get people to talk to. Call your local NMSS and they can give you group meetings. 6. And last, but not least know you can feel sorry for yourself, but not for too long. Make sure you have someone to get on your butt to get you out of the slump. This is my hubby's job
I hope you don't have it, but if you do, know that it is NOT the end of the world, and you CAN cope and be ok. There will be a few lifestyle changes, but they aren't anything you can't deal with. You are going to have to experiment with yourself to find your limits for things. It's ok when you reach those limits to slow down. Find things that make you happy, and keep these things around. I have my husband, my nephew, and my puppy. They all make me smile

Once you set yourself up on a path that is right for you, you will feel so much better!
Lots of hugs from me to you!

You are going to be just fine!