I have not been in the living room section for a while. I am sorry I missed this when it first posted.
Is your interview this week? I will be sending you lots of pixie dust and well wishes for a happy outcome.
Life has thrown you so many curves. I am so inspired that you and your husband have not thrown the pity party that mt2p mentioned. It would be so easy to let the darkness take over. That you see the light and strive for it, that is a wonderful role model for all of us.
Prayers and pixie dust to you!