Ok, so we still owe about 1900.00 on our vacation which is due the end of December. I was talking with Dan the other day, trying to get some input from him, and he was acting not so magical, not really in the Disney spirit which in not normal for him. So I asked what's up, he doesn't think we are going to be able to make it, he is doubting it a lot. Now me, I know it's gonna be tough, some things came up and has put a strain on us, but I am determined, we have had to cancel 2 previous trips due to finances, and this time I was confident we could do it no problem, then of course I had surgery and that was a HUGE hit to the pocket book, but it still looked very promising. Now I am not giving up, I am doing everything in my power to make it happen, but the thing is until we have paid this off, I am alone in my day dreaming/planning etc. He has no motivation or anything. I am not giving up, I know we can still do it, but it's hard not to have him living in the disney dreamworld with me. So I am leaning on my disfriends even more to still enjoy this pretrip time.