Hi All.
Especially those of you living my vacation with me.
I just looked at my phone and it says 19 days to go. Yikes!!!!
It's sneaking up on me. I'm excited to go but I guess since I just was there in November, the worry about packing and all that isn't as strong.
Today my son has to get his stuff packed up to go back to college. I've really enjoyed having him home for Christmas break. He is so willing to help, if asked. I feel appreciated by him and that's really cool.
So back to packing, since I'm getting him packed up, I'm not in a hurry to look at my stuff, yet. But once his room is empty, and his bed stripped and made again, the suitcase will go on it and I will start the process.
This weekend I finally got my photobook from November finished. That's a lot of work thinking about where you want what and such. This next vacation would be nice to just let the software do an autofill. I'll have to at least try it.
After I hit send to print, my son came in from being at a friends house and noticed the one page I let the software align for me, cut off the bottom row of text. I was so bummed. I got in touch with costumer service and they said once the book gets to me, to contact them again and they will allow me to resubmit and fix the problem and a new book will be sent. Still disappointing since it was ok in the create mode and I swear I read every page, but that one was far enough into the book, and again I did the auto arrange so missed it. Oh well. Learned a lesson. Gotta have my son or someone who wasn't helping me create proof it before I hit send next time.
I saw Saving Mr. Banks on Saturday. We went with my husbands friend and his wife. They went to Disney in September, so for all 4 of us we walked away talking another vacation. I have new eyes of things to look at, especially since I went on the Keys to the Kingdom tour twice now. I don't know how much was movie vs truth, but over all the movie was great and just helped me remember that people are who they are because of their past. But that doesn't mean we can't rewrite the ending. And that is the message I'm taking with me this vacation. Because I will be alone, I can write the whole story for myself and change the things that I didn't do before and inside me the little girl is waiting to do.
I wish you all the chance to do this for yourself.
I know many of you talk about giving your children the best experience, well I hope you get the chance to give yourself those "best" too. It used to be important to me to give my children and husband great opportunities and experiences, but I'm finally ready to do that for me too.
But for today, it's

time and reality needs attending.
Grateful for the blessings in my life and for all of you that are still here to share my journey.
19 days to go!
