I haven't done well this month either. I was doing pretty well and was motivated, then I just fell off the wagon again. I have had a very disruptive October with lots going on at work and at home. I like things to be orderly and right now they aren't. They are better than a week ago and I know things will be better in another week. I won't give up- but know I won't get anywhere near to my goal of 5 lbs. this month.