I know exactly how you feel. My dad passed away last Sunday (9/22). He was only 3 days away from his 94th birthday. He was determined to hang on until then and eat ice cream cake, but it wasn't to be. My sister and I got to the hospital in time to watch him take his final breaths. My mom and brother got there just as the nurses were checking to confirm that he had passed. He was my hero and one of the finest people I've ever know. My condolences to you on your dad's passing. We both have our memories to share and that will bring us comfort.