
m.p., ....it was in~deeds..a big hit,
anyone..seen the thread..about no one remember my birthday,
.........

. [ it reminded me how much i hurt my wife..last
year] ,

. true, i kept repeating...forget me not, the
night before..wouldn't you kno?...a very hectic..distracting day.
*though..i gave her 3 wonderful compliments..that day, no
matter, i knew..when she said..{ i'm calling the lawyer..tomorrow...
..was a bad sign, very bad...
well ladies, it's a comfort zone..,of sharing sooo much together...
can make...even important..days....so ordinary. i don't evder take..my
better~half..for granted. but she can't read my mind, and we "have"
busy lives..separate & together. but i also know..she has feelings..
and great expectations.
..mp, you're the lil'engine..that could, and keeps on ticking...,
very old~fashion...while always in style. just you guys being you..
..are very similar...to my mother, and brothers..growing up. what's
special?..when licking the cake bowl, beaters, spoons..made you feel
on top of the world. alot great memoires..don't take alot $$$.
just so you kno....my mother..had us in pairs...with me being the
roughest birth. then came my sister.
..going back , to the simple life. [ watching all these reality..shows
..alot insights...on what we're seeing...daily. necesssary..to find
counter measures..just to begin. then there's reality orientation.
...over & over, what is missed...can cause so much misery....and
even deaths.
funny,i think some of cruisers..meet, were out to test...the input
i gave during our xchanges...[ i even warned...adult themes, is
a daily routine...for us...& ...i hoped...not necessary..on a cruise.]
didn't mean...i would ignored..the extremes. what a nasty personality
d/o...who kept rammin me. sadly, the more experienced cruisers
adopt this "entitlment status". as for what others think/ & her friends,
...whenever, a gang...lie & all the rest, swear to it..still a lie, that
anyone with reality orientation, will dispell their myths~making.
that & video evidence,
@ work...is where we get the extremes...so by nature, we must
rely on the interventions...to meet their needs. sorta think..of
expecting a bucket of water, to douse ..a wildfire.
"people' & problems. where's there's people , there ae potential
for people problems?..even @ the happiest place on earth?
but the solutions...are there too, and easy.
mental health...message?...is as concrete in principle as your physical
health..& i can't stress how much..more hapiness i've gotten from
life..learning it due processing.
...things i remember..on our wedding day?....our pastor taking us
aside..to praise..the way...we did our wdding...was the best he ever
did. * then spending our first night..@ the lodge.....that my dad did
teh primary..concrete work. then dropping/falling across..the
threshold. next day..the crisppie creme was closed~

, but
we met ..the orgianl owner..a grandmother..who gave us a whole
grcery sack...full of treats.
morales, values, the choices..one makes...your life become what
ever you chose it to be. if one learns from their mistakes, and
willing to makes changes...they will find sucesses..measured by
happiness. when i was 20, i didn't kno.this, not smoking, abusing
etoh, street drugs...are major pitfalls ..to your dreams. nor
finding someone to share life with....instead..i was after something
else. however, sharing what we been talking about @ work?..ha!
...don't think, guys don't use ..alot feelings..in finding true love,
& alot of that..came form their mothers....soooooo
..what goes around...comes home?
oh, why add..the teen idol show...?....fame?..one doesn't need the
whole world...to adore...their short~comings..rather, a few
sincere friends...with feelings of caring? [ good thing..***....that is,
one my best talent--ticking off others. ]and.....while..in reality..
there's only 2 types of people..[ males & females] or there wouldn't
be a future for any of us....we are still under the same baseline.
..but one the things..that really mixed people up? human beings
required others..in their daily lives..to maintain sanity..yep, i get the
feeling...someone messin with us...***...people sure love to hate
..thy neighbors...crazzy?~..but say what you want....it is a well~design
system.....made to work..& produce positiv results.
2 major cuases of emtional pain....? losses & lonliness..nothing worst
waking up, @ 80, and realixing..not a single..other person cares
weahter [ funny?]....you're breathin..or snots!
see?...because..that concept.is based [bastin-well i like to eat] in reality,
..the ways..you do live life...is very important..to "your" ...well being.
it easy to see these things, when all day long..you see those messin
them up?
,,,my advice..coming from my dad?....he was a world~classs poker
player...which..has alot..to do with life..surprise?..anyhooters,
if your'e palying for real $$$..then don't drink etoh.
