ok~~~here's what i thought about utahm's personal history.....
...she's gves life a lickin..instead of the other way around..and
....she makes everyone happy doing it. truly, a real~ bonus baby,
animal pictures, eh?...well waht do you expect? animals are funny
creatures, by nature!
[ now if we can just figure out her favorite favor,
tuti~fruity? ].
why learn real reality? best response i kno? jus look how others live
around you.
then there's all the vantages....

. take dancing? have you really
thought..about all the levers & options ...that you body can actually..
egads, ..actu~a~tor..preforms? i've seen..dancing..with the stars..ha!
...enter with an open mind...& they haven't seen anything yet! [ soetimes,
i like practicing...my old "freddie~a." days...here's a simple truth..jus, begin
with the motions..your finger van do.., & add ..to any basic dance,
will juice it up, like { old,

} spice...to your family recipes.
utahm?..iam..more a "reflector"..than a thinker, and a detailer....
a lazy student , for sure..becos...all my teachers..expected very lil'
from me. sometimes..i 've look back...@ life by measurments of
10 years...., 0-10, 10-20,...then the ground work shaping my
views, come into focus. lil'things..can open so many...
ways of thinking. why reject "labeling", by me?....becos...every-
where i went..they were all negative, junk that! ...& seeing all
the realities....that were being covered up.
take away....the ego & image projections, makes it so much easier
to enjoy..all the goodies..in life. you won't ever required "permission"....
..to really do the things...you want to do, and sharing such things-
interests..of those you spend time with. ta-da, it then comes back
on you...in many happy experiences.
for us?..it was a sad decision..when we decided to throw the towel
in..with "2". we had 2 boys. so where we're @, had a differnt meaning
for my wife...no girl...no mother -daughter moments. soo she started
a barbie colecting...trend...that our daughter now, benfited from.
but, it's what we shared...during those years...that now, have alot
of..special memories...becos, i had no ego, controlling /blocking me
from pparticipating...in her interests. art?..is the way..we decorate
the world. and what that implies..., are the things we learn to
appricate. .....is there's any greater comfort measure? having
others..demonstrate...how they care for you?
sex..can't we get the simple things right..especially, since they govern
...our hapiness?..sex, is a behavior..but like ..life, & living,....there's
sex..& then there's sexuality...[the things we feel about ...
why, so many...are so off track...explain....why, we're sooo busy?
see? that's what..i think..backie's blue bird..is missing..."self expression"
for desires?
yep ,silly old bear, me.

..but then again..what do i kno?
"rocky ~road scholar.
