There is so much to say here.
I have also dealt with this type of scenario with people in my own family, and, as a hospital nurse, I can tell you that we see this type of thing pretty frequently.
I think posters here have done a GREAT job of outlining the issues an offering succinct advice. It does seem pretty clear.
Just some random thoughts as I was reading.
All these events to him are just as much about his desire to prove, yet again, that he can make you do something you don't want to do as it is about getting the food or whatever.
Hence, the control issues I was speaking of before. Absolutely.
Do you want to do best for your husband and yourself? Sign him over to be a ward of the state and let Medicaid and a nursing home take care of him. Seriously at this point that is what is best. Don't go the attorney route unless you intend to sign away care giver privileges. Let the nursing home/skilled nursing unit send out the home health nurse and do the evaluation for Medicaid and placement for help.
You are not doing yourself or him any good. It's easier to just drive through the fast food than fight about it and I get that because you get tired of fighting. But as a caregiver that is going to truly do the best for the patient, you have to strive to do the best for that person even when the patient doesn't want to do that. I fight this fight with my own mom and her wishes versus what is best. I know how difficult this can be and tiring and emotional.[/B]
I agree lmg. BUT the thing is: unless he is deemed incompetent then
he has the right to make his own decisions, even if those choices are to his detriment. In other words, even if we all know that certain things are in his best interests, if he's competent to choose, then we can't force him to comply. This is why I mentioned the psychiatric evaluation earlier. If he is evaluated by a psychiatrist and deemed incompetent to make his own decisions, then he can be forced. Otherwise, it is what it is. People don't have to enable him by helping him, but if he wants to go to White Castle and Dairy Queen three times a day, then it's his prerogitive to do so.
And getting someone in a nursing home isn't that easy. (And I'm not sayting this to you directly, but speaking generally.) People just can't decide to go into a nursing home when they become a burden to themselves or to others. They have to actually require skilled care, aside from the issue of paying for it. Now in his case, it sounds like he has enough serious medical problems and disabilities that actually going in may not be too difficult if his doctors determine a "need". But most people can't just choose willy nilly to go into a nursing home, as some have seemingly made it seem here.
So, I have an ugly question to you? Why are you still enduring this? Is it because of the cycle of abuse?
My guess is that she doesn't know why, and that her own backgrould may be dysfunctional (perhaps she herself was abused?), so that she never learned what normal is.
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It can be a hard cycle to break.
I can swear on everything that is holy that I did try in the beginning to save him. I was an absolute beast when it came to restricting his diet. I counted out those carbs, I was so strict and I did everything humanly possible to save him.
You are not completely responsible for management of your husband's disease.
I'll say it again. You are not completely responsible for the management of your husband's disease.
I was going to say the same! I totally agree. OP, you have an illness that needs to be fixed, just as your husband does, except you are demonizing him for his illness and denial, while YOU are doing the exact same thing. The consequences aren't as immediate and as physical, but it is the same thing. I might sound harsh, but that is okay because you don't know me and I don't know you so take it for what its worth, but to me you are riding along right in tandem with your husband on this ride, manipulating and controlling and sabotaging each other all the way, except you have chosen the role of victim and martyr and assigned him the role of villain. I think you should seek treatment, meds, therapy, whatever, divorce this man and he can deal with getting the help he needs and you both get a fresh start in life. Stop pulling each other down.
So true. OP, first thing to do is put the wine away. It's not helping anything, and could be making things worse. Get some real help. You are, unfortunatly, part of the problem here and you need to develop some insight into why and to try to learn some skills and coping techniques so your life can get better. Without help you're going to be trapped in this negative cycle forever. In time, if your stress load doesn't change, it can and will affect your health, too.
You should really think about talking to a therapist and get going again with the MD if pills have been recommended. It seems that you really need someone to talk to and help you sort this out, other than here. There is no shame in that. Really, until you do, your doing nothing but spinning your wheels. It's easy when you have a few good days to put all that on the back burner, but look at the larger picture, these issues will not go away. I hope this all works out for you, it can and will.
Nicely said, Art.