Ok... so here's the deal...
I got sick 2 weeks ago... it turned into bronchitis and I've been coughing my brains out ever since then... I'm sleeping really crappy (not getting to sleep until dawn most nights - I just can't sleep when I feel this bad...) I'm on antibiotics, an inhaler, cough meds with codeine and my mom is making me slather on enough Vicks to suffocate a small country...
& this is my quandry....
I'm supposed to go down to Jersey tomorrow to work... it's not my regular job... I fill in from time to time for a friend at their family company because their son has Cerebral Palsey and when he's off from school, she has to take off.
Usually I've got no problem... but I'm not kicking this yet and I just know that if I push it's going to just make it worse for me and I'm afraid it's going to get worse...
My brain is telling me to stay here at home and go back to the Dr. on Monday... so I have to call my friends and tell them I cannot come down. Which means that they have to get a temp, which is fine, but they won't have coverage until they can send someone...
& I feel guilty... big time...
But I do have a once in a lifetime cruise to go on in a couple of weeks and I'm afraid if I get to the port sick, they are going to turn me away and I'm going to get stuck waving goodbye to you and my mom (cause she ain't gettin off if I have anything to say about it...) from Grills...
Somebody tell me to stay home... please...
And Angie... can you write me a note... I don't think I'm going to make it to school on Monday...