hey guys!!!! thanks for checking up on me

. i'm just taking a few minutes to check in, figures that we're kinda busy here at work again this week
anyway, babysitting is going well! she's 13, almost 14, so it's really just a matter of driving her to school, picking her up (she comes back to the office with me...her mom works in the same office as me, so she just does homework in her mom's office), then we go home, i just have to make sure she does her homework. in the morning, she makes her own breakfast, prepares her own lunch to bring to school, she's very self-sufficient...so i'm just really there to drive her places
so far for dinner, we did chinese takeout sunday night and went out to mexican last night. breakfast, lunch, and snacks, i've been eating stuff i normally would eat. so it's going well. i'm semi keeping track, just as a reference for myself, keeping a list of stuff i've eaten each day. and i'm getting in my exercise. they have a recumbant bike and a treadmill in their basement/home gym/my bedroom

. i was going to wake up early to do the treadie this morning, but we were up late last night working on a science project. well, she was working on it, she didn't need help, i just didn't want to go to bed until she did. so i'll get to running after work. neither of us finished our food at mexican last night, so we have leftovers for tonight. mmm. i must confess, it was the restaurant's anniversary (been open 2 years), so they gave us free cake. and it was good

. ooh, and i had chips and salsa too.
i think i'm being a little more lenient on myself, just kinda eating what i'd like to eat, eating what i would eat if left to my own defenses, but still trying to be "good". it's weird, i'm eating pretty much the same stuff (other than dinner), but not measuring it and just eyeballing it. plus, i don't feel bad about eating the cake, or chips and salsa. like, if i was counting points, i think i'd have felt guilty because i didn't plan for it. it's kind of relaxing to go to a restaurant and just order. not really going overboard, but just not having the whole pressure of worrying if i'm going over points. now obviously, this doesn't work for weight loss

. well, i guess we'll see at the end of the week. but that's not my focus this week anyway. i'm really *expecting* to see a gain, and i don't really care. because i know i lost 1 pound following wendie points strictly last week, so i can get right back to that next week

. but for now, i'm content to be doing what i'm doing.
ok, i said this was going to be short, and it really wasn't. haha, but i guess if you know me, you knew it wouldn't be short anyway, i'm a rambler
i'm going to try to take the down time at work today to catch up with some journals. hope you guys are all doing well!!!
