Hey, Doreen.

Hey, Chris.

Thanks for stopping by!
Yesterday was a good healthy living day! I avoided sugar and binge eating, took my vitamins, drank lots of water, and exercised. Like Doreen said in her journal, I feel "lighter" without keeping track of those dang points. I KNOW what an appropriate portion size is (heck, I've been dieting since I was 17!), and I know what foods are healthy and which aren't, so I figure if I can just make the right decisions throughout the day, I'm moving in the right direction!
Like Doreen, I've read "Potatoes, Not Prozac." I'm trying to incorporate healthy suggestions from the book into my life. I'm trying to eat only three meals a day (of balanced "good" carb and protein) with a before bed-time complex carb snack. Exercise is in there, as well as the whole "no sugar" and (soon to be) "no caffeine" thing.
At this point, I really feel like I'm striving for a healthy, balanced lifestyle and not the number on the scale. I know that I feel better when it's lower, so that's all my goal is right now. I figure I don't have to really stress about what that number should be--I know my BMI, all the recommended weights for all the different age groups

, and I figure my body will just kinda "even out" when I'm where I should be.
I think what I'm really learning is how to nurture myself: how to say "no" to demands or requests that aren't realistic, how to push myself into healthy decisions even if I "don't wanna" do it. . .how to look after me. What I'm finding is that the more I look after me, the more energy I have to look after others!
The next 10 days will be a challenge. My work schedule is going to consistently build. I'll be back to working Friday and Saturdays this week. DD's after school schedule is picking up. There are parent meetings late at night, candy sales.

Lots of changes and lots of demands. The days are long. I've got to recognize this and seek to care for myself and the others who are sharing this crazy life with me! And while Doreen's on the "upswing," I'm on the down. I'm going to have to be vigilant in watching what I eat and maintaining my exercise routine. At the same time, I'm hoping to be forgiving of myself if I mess up, and to learn from that mistake, should it happen.
So what do I say? "Bring it!" as Beth would say.

Phil. 4:13!
Here's the plan for today:
1. Devotions
God's promises outlast our troubles. (from the Upperroom devotional) Boy, I know this one is true from firsthand experience!
2. Vitamins
3. Water--am enjoying a delicious glass right now.
4. Exercise--had a wonderful 1.25 stroll with Mick, and a fun 35 minute bike ride. Back on the treadie tomorrow.
5. Food--Breakfast was early (mini wheat bagel w/pb, cup of milk, small serving of fresh fruit salad), lunch will be around 11-11:30--some kind of sandwich on rye bread and veggie sticks. Dinner will be at Taco Bell. I think late night complex carb snack will be an apple.
6. Scale--182.
Well that's my lengthy story for today.

to all,
Erin