OK, I win now - we have decided on Wednesday or Thurs to put Bella down. I just walked into the family room and she's just laying in the middle of the floor, probably too tired or hurts too much to make it into our bedroom. I called DH in tears. He can't go with me today or tomorrow so we're going to call the vet and schedule her for Wed or Thurs afternoon as long as my neighbor can watch Ally while we're gone. I'll just send her straight there from school so we can tell her that Bella just died during the day. I'm a basket case right now just thinking about it! I've never had to "plan" this before, it's always just happened while we were at the vet for something.
So please don't kick me off yet!

I need you guys!
Oh, I needed a couple good laughs today. I totally screamed like a maniac at the poor guy at Dell! At least they got me up and running FINALLY. We'll see how long it lasts this time.
Then I go out and Bella had an accident by the back door (at least she made it that far) and Bucky has chewed his new Ohio State collar completely off! I have no idea how he managed that, but I'm so mad because that wasn't exactly easy to get down here in Florida!
Wait, my Monday gets even better. While Dell was working on my work computer, I fired up our laptop to get Live365 going, and the first thing that popped up was the most horrible porno site!!!! I can only imagine if DD would have logged on instead of me to play on Webkinz or Barbie.com.

I started crying when I saw it, just thinking about how traumatized she would have been - I mean it was full fledged porno! So I called DH and yelled at him, even though I knew it wasn't him - something just snuck in there. But I needed to yell at someone, right?
It's gonna be a very sucky week I can tell already.

Hey, at least I can listen to Live and think of Erin and Tessa there!