I had a long day
Woke up @ 4:30 to LTP.....left in a hurry to work, didn't eat, yucky tummy.
got to work, went to 2 hour stressful meeting...then met with other people on other nasty projects....finally log in at around 10:45...hadn't check voice mail. Find the e-mail from my DSis that my Mom is in the hospital
Leave work and get to the hospital around 11:00....I stayed to almost 7 p.m. and only ate a small salad around one 1:00. I couldn't leave my Mom, I felt so bad for her, she didn't look good. When she slept, she looked peaceful, but I had to keep finding her nurse for pain medication when she was suffering, helping her to the bathroom, helping her drink sips of water, etc. She was so weak
There is bleeding in her intestines...they think they may know what it is....but we haven't gotten back the test results. Plus she has other health issues....I hope she will be o.k.
DD was jumping off the swing at our babysitters and hurt her foot. DH took her to the doctor and they x-rayed it, so it wasn't broken, just sprained...it is sometimes painful and she doesn't want to walk on it...so DH has been carring her around to where she wants to go....
I am so emotoinally exhausted. the way my Mom looked...it just reminded me of my Grandfather (Mom's Dad) at the end....I am hopeful my Mom will be o.k. and it will be alright....but, we are all getting older
I kept it together for her....I know she felt bad I was there w/ her and not taking care of my family, but I knew she felt better with my there taking care of her and helping/looking out for her...there were a few times I had to track down the woman with the pain killers
DH was so great...I just love him. He totally took care of DD, left work early and took her to the doctor. and, he is a lot like Kelli and told me to not worry about them, to stay as long as I needed to w/ my Mom
He was like, you need to be there and don't want any regrets....so I stayed until my Dad came and then left...my DSis and DBil were supposed to go too....there was only an hour left of visiting hours anyway.
I finally got home and ate...and venting here really has helped...I feel better already. I have two really big things at work that need to get done...I am so happy that my job is very tolerant of family....I basically dropped everything and left when I found out about my Mom. I am thinking I may try to go in there for an hour or two in the morning and get some stuff done...and then go to the hospital at 8 when visiting hours start....if I leave my home at 5 the kids will still be sleeping and I won't feel as guilty to go in to work. On the plus side, it would be OT and two hours would help my WDW fund....but, well see how my mind is. If I am not in a state of mind to think well, I am not going in...I can't make a mistake on these two things....
Oh well, at least my family if alive and o.k.....hopefully tomorrow my Mom and DD will be 100% thanks for listening/reading....
I thought I closed, but then I thought that I had to be there early and was bummed b/c of the time change.
...Yippee!! 
...Yahoo! 
..cooooool.. 
!!
Kathy 
