Last one to post........... Part 16

[trappednabox]

I know, and you all keep telling me that, and Arthur keeps telling me that, but I just can't make myself do it.

 

[trappednabox]

He keeps telling me I have to take a chance but I just can't do it.

 

[trappednabox]

Ok I'm gonna shut up and go away now! I'm sooo embaressed that I've said anything! i'll see ya all later

 

[Mom2Ashli]

Tracy - I learned the live life for today the hard way. After my Dad has his stroke we were in and out fo the hospital for one thing for another. One night the phone range in the middle of the night like it had been doing a lot lately. It was my brother just telling me they were going to take my Dad to the hospital again. He was having trouble breathing. I said Okay call me when you hear something. I would see my Dad in the morning so I went back to bed. Well something just wouldn't let me go back to bed. It was like something was telling me to go to the hospital. So I woke DH up and told him that I felt like I needed to go. I didn't know what hospital he was taken too but I was going to start at the nearest one and work my way out. Well the first hospital I pulled into had my brother with his head down on the newspaper machine. I WAS TOO LATE!

From that day forth I told myself I would not wait to tell someone something important again.

That is something I will never get over.

 

[trappednabox]

Tracy - I learned the live life for today the hard way. After my Dad has his stroke we were in and out fo the hospital for one thing for another. One night the phone range in the middle of the night like it had been doing a lot lately. It was my brother just telling me they were going to take my Dad to the hospital again. He was having trouble breathing. I said Okay call me when you hear something. I would see my Dad in the morning so I went back to bed. Well something just wouldn't let me go back to bed. It was like something was telling me to go to the hospital. So I woke DH up and told him that I felt like I needed to go. I didn't know what hospital he was taken too but I was going to start at the nearest one and work my way out. Well the first hospital I pulled into had my brother with his head down on the newspaper machine. I WAS TOO LATE!

From that day forth I told myself I would not wait to tell someone something important again.

That is something I will never get over.

OMG Kelli! I'm soo sorry!

 

[Mom2Ashli]

Ok I'm gonna shut up and go away now! I'm sooo embaressed that I've said anything! i'll see ya all later

Please don't shut up, go away or be embaressed. You are among friends here. I really want you to find happiness. I think it would be wonderful if Albert was sent back into your life for whatever reason.

 

[ckckc2000]

Evening everyone

 

[trappednabox]

I just think that it's way too soon for me too feel this way. I've never in my life felt this way. NEVER! I've had bfs b4 and I've never felt this way about any of them. it just sounds crazy to say

 

[trappednabox]

Evening everyone

Hey Kim!

 

[Mom2Ashli]

OMG Kelli! I'm soo sorry!

Don't be sorry. It is just part of life.

I just wanted you to know sometimes it is not a good idea to wait. There is nothing wrong with telling someone something. Not matter what it is.

Weather you tell him that you like him or enjoy spending time with him. Don't wait. He might be waiting to see how you feel. Did you ever think that he might be sitting there thinking the same exact stuff that you are thinking.

He might think that you are not interested in him, because you havent' said anything.

We can't tell you what to do but sometimes we just have to take a chance on life and see what happens.

 

[ckckc2000]

serious relationship conversations going on tonight!!! Whatever you decide Tracy we'll all stand by you-but I say Go for It!!!!

 

[eeyoresmountainpals]

He keeps telling me I have to take a chance but I just can't do it.

What do you have to lose? Have you stopped to think about what the worse thing is that can happen? The worse thing is that he's not gonna go out with you...but that's not the end of the world and at least then you know where you stand and can move forward. Not knowing what's going on is what's eating you up!

 

[Mom2Ashli]

I just think that it's way too soon for me too feel this way. I've never in my life felt this way. NEVER! I've had bfs b4 and I've never felt this way about any of them. it just sounds crazy to say

DH saw me ride my bike down his street one day and it was all history from that point on.

 

[trappednabox]

What do you have to lose? Have you stopped to think about what the worse thing is that can happen? The worse thing is that he's not gonna go out with you...but that's not the end of the world and at least then you know where you stand and can move forward. Not knowing what's going on is what's eating you up!

but if that happens I don't want to lose him as a friend either. and after you tell someone that, you can't take it back! I'm just really confused!

 

[eeyoresmountainpals]

Ok I'm gonna shut up and go away now! I'm sooo embaressed that I've said anything! i'll see ya all later

Please don't feel embarrassed Tracy. Like I said before, you're among friends and that's what friends are for!

 

[eeyoresmountainpals]

Tracy - I learned the live life for today the hard way. After my Dad has his stroke we were in and out fo the hospital for one thing for another. One night the phone range in the middle of the night like it had been doing a lot lately. It was my brother just telling me they were going to take my Dad to the hospital again. He was having trouble breathing. I said Okay call me when you hear something. I would see my Dad in the morning so I went back to bed. Well something just wouldn't let me go back to bed. It was like something was telling me to go to the hospital. So I woke DH up and told him that I felt like I needed to go. I didn't know what hospital he was taken too but I was going to start at the nearest one and work my way out. Well the first hospital I pulled into had my brother with his head down on the newspaper machine. I WAS TOO LATE!

From that day forth I told myself I would not wait to tell someone something important again.

That is something I will never get over.

Kelli - I'm so sorry.

~

You know, Tracy, I lost my dad when I was only 14, and my mom before I was 30! You learn when you lose people that life is too short, way too short! That's why you have to live for today!

 

[trappednabox]

Please don't feel embarrassed Tracy. Like I said before, you're among friends and that's what friends are for!

I know, I'm just not used to telling anyone how I feel about anything. which makes this even harder.

 

[Mom2Ashli]

but if that happens I don't want to lose him as a friend either. and after you tell someone that, you can't take it back! I'm just really confused!

We are not talking about telling him you want to marry him and have his babies. Just tell him how you feel right now. That you enjoy spending time with him. THE TRUTH. That could mean as friends also. Than go from there.

The poor guy is probably going crazy thinking that you don't like him or something.


I chased DH. When he moved back to Ohio I called him Brother and got his address. I am the one that started that. And after writing back and forth I realized he was trying to figure out how to get a hold of me.

 

[ckckc2000]

I know, I'm just not used to telling anyone how I feel about anything. which makes this even harder.

Your doing great now!!!

 

[Mom2Ashli]

Tracy - Just take baby steps.